Method Where ctb (sn)

[Ange_Fatigue]

I am concerned to be found after blacking out. I live in a flat with neighbourgs (upstairs ans downstairs).
I can hear clearly what is happening there, it s noisy. For example, if the cat jump from the bed, I can hear it. If the guy clear it s throat, I can hear it. Same thing for downstair, if she is on the phone I can hear it (but can t understand).

I know it can trigger attention if I begin to moans and grunt, or fall brutally on the floor.

So I thinked about a cheap hotel, but it might be the same.

Why not in a forest but I am really scared that somebody find me anyway. I want to be 100% sure, don t want to leave it to luck.
Thank you

 

[InTheAirTonight]

You can walk deep into Forest and no one will find you for several days. But I find dying in a forest to be scary.

Or cheap hotel. Put 'don't disturb' sign on door. That gives you at least a day.

You only need a few hours

 

[LMLN]

For me it'll be in the woods during the daytime as I find that idea comforting. I personally find a hotel uncomfortable, but that's just me. Depending on the hotel, people may or may not hear things.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I am concerned to be found after blacking out. I live in a flat with neighbourgs (upstairs ans downstairs).
I can hear clearly what is happening there, it s noisy. For example, if the cat jump from the bed, I can hear it. If the guy clear it s throat, I can hear it. Same thing for downstair, if she is on the phone I can hear it (but can t understand).

I know it can trigger attention if I begin to moans and grunt, or fall brutally on the floor.

So I thinked about a cheap hotel, but it might be the same.

Why not in a forest but I am really scared that somebody find me anyway. I want to be 100% sure, don t want to leave it to luck.
Thank you

My dream has always been to die out in the middLe of the Ocean. There no one can interfere with my plans to ctb. However in this lockdown it is impossible for now . I also need to try to buy a cheap sailboat and take my SN or other ctb supplies with me on my sailboat .i'm going to name the boat the S.S. S.S. after this site as this site helped me find a painless method. I want to make sure once i get out into the open ocean that i will never come back alive . If they don't stop this lockdown soon however my only option may be to take SN in this apartment and then they might "save" me and put me in a mental hospital.

 

[Ange_Fatigue]

Better wait for the end of the lockdown...
By the way I can t find a way to explain my relatives and family how much I am tired of this life. I ve no hope to feel better in this mad world and leaving it won t be a sad thing at all.

 

[watereyes]

There is a WWII bunker a few kilometers away from my home. It's creepy but I will ctb there. I guess if theres any close abandoned place like this it's pretty safe.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

If you have good speakers, I recommend placing them near you and blasting a YouTube video of white noise. You can also purchase a white noise machine. To avoid suspicion, you can start doing this at the time you plan to ctb, or at various times, so that your neighbors become acclimated to the sound and don't question it at the time of ctb.

 

[Rockman]

Deep forest seems to be good in this circumstances.

 

[autumnal]

[...]
I know it can trigger attention if I begin to moans and grunt, or fall brutally on the floor.

So I thinked about a cheap hotel, but it might be the same.
[...]

The difference between neighbours at home and neighbours in a cheap hotel is that neighbours at home might actually care about moans, grunts and bumps and investigate them. Neighbours in a cheap hotel are very unlikely to even bat an eyelid, in my opinion.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

The difference between neighbours at home and neighbours in a cheap hotel is that neighbours at home might actually care about moans, grunts and bumps and investigate them. Neighbours in a cheap hotel are very unlikely to even bat an eyelid, in my opinion.

Not exactly the ambience I'd want for my ctb, but playing loud pornos in a cheap hotel room will make any noises seem...appropriate.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Definitely deep in a forest. If you are in a place where people usually don't go, you have ample time to relax, drink your solution and pass away before anyone will likely find you. I plan on going like this if it comes to it. And if you can handle it, night time would be best as there is almost zero chance of anyone interrupting you.

 

[autumnal]

Not exactly the ambience I'd want for my ctb, but playing loud pornos in a cheap hotel room will make any noises seem...appropriate.

You're very welcome...

 

[OhItsZemblanity]

My ideal is the forest. Preferably near running water during the day. Pitch a comfortable little camp, listen to some music and watch the water till I get sleepy. I've thought about a hotel but I don't want to traumatize any staff there. I'm just not sure if I want to leave my body there or if I want to somehow leave a message for authorities to lead em to it.

 

[miguel6565]

at 1 AM in a cementery

 

[muffin222]

Can you play music or a movie while you ctb?
Forest is also a good option, but, I personally find the idea scary for some reason