The thing is I want to kill myself I don't want my body to be found. I want to kill myself I'm not jumping into a lake or anything, I want to do it to myself. I live in Aurora Illinois around the Wheatlands area, where is somewhere no one would kind my body? I just want a location near that area. I already know how I'm going to kill myself (I planned on cutting myself with a knife to mutilate myself, so no one recognizes my body if it's found).
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JustHere1
In a way, in a shape, in a form.
- Dec 21, 2024
- 127
I would go to a forest that is known to have a high diversity of predators and go quite far in when you CTB. As long as you are not using poison they can benefit from your body and can consume your remains. The assumption will be that a hiker has passed but it could cause concern over predation. It will also lead to an investigation for body identification - you will generally always be identified, even through tooth DNA. The only way to truly hide your corpse is to consume it in flame, bury it, or sink it, but the options when you are doing this yourself are very limited especially when it comes to personal comfort.
Well, I did intend on my death being painful. I will go with your advice and burn myself. One question I said Aurora Illinois around the Wheatlands, do you know of any forest like that though? In that area?
sorrynormal
Member
- Apr 13, 2022
- 59
If you really don't want to be found the US has an enormous amount of free federal-owned land west of the Mississippi river. You want to look up BLM land. You'll need to at least rent a car, but there are vast amounts of empty land where nobody will find you. I wouldn't trust anyplace near a city, be prepared to travel.
JustHere1
In a way, in a shape, in a form.
- Dec 21, 2024
- 127
I definitely do want to emphasize that I was not intending for my advice to be taken as you *burning yourself*. Especially not in the forest. You would not only suffer for several minutes in the most intense pain to ever possibly exist on this planet, but take the entire forest, animals, environment, and any innocent bystanders with you. Don't do this.
Your death is an intro to the next life, in my perception. Do you really want to go in such a painful way you'd recall that pain as soon as you pop back up, allegedly? Take trauma survivors of fires - they have severe PTSD from the experience and that pain never leaves the mind. Or say once you're dead, you're nothing and no longer exist. Do you want so badly to suffer that much that you go out like that?
I want to state very strongly that I am a serious supporter of CTB. Of suicide when needed. But I will never condone or suggest a suicide done in such a harmful way to yourself, and I will never condone harm towards innocents.
To completely specify what I meant, it was an educational example of how corpses can become unidentifiable - my thought was regarding cremation. You mind as well drop yourself into a volcano if you want to burn yourself to death and remove the corpse - you will die far faster, and your corpse will certainly not be found or identifiable.
But yeah. I get you're going, but don't take innocents with you - they aren't part of what you're doing.
I don't know the Illinois area, to answer your question.
cali22♡
Selfharm Specialist♡
- Nov 11, 2023
- 429
It has to be a special place, I always choose the forest. I have my peace and quiet there. Or you can look for a hotel or something like that
TessaMocha
Member
- Jun 30, 2023
- 19
Near Aurora you can find a couple places that are nice and peaceful, but parroting another commenter I'm gonna advise against setting yourself on fire in a forest. You're allowed to pick something peaceful 
human909
Member
- Dec 30, 2024
- 46
I think the best place is probably a nearby forest and making sure to go real deep in so no one smells the body in the aftermath. Hope you find the peace that you've been looking for.
ThatRussianDude
**** yeah, give it to me this is Heaven.
- Dec 16, 2024
- 43
Ever heard a story of an ancient Greek guy named Empedocles who wanted to ctb with no remains to be found so that people would think that he turned into a God? Well the story goes, that he jumped into an active volcano, but he wasnt very lucky because the volcano spit back his bronze sandal and hence people knew what happened to him.
