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kinderbueno
Waiting at the bus stop
- Jun 22, 2024
- 55
I was gonna CTB last week but then I felt unsure. I started to actually feel hopeful about the future, like I could actually do something for once but then the suicidal thoughts came back and here I am, feeling regretful that I didn't CTB earlier. It feels like a neverending cycle of suddenly feeling false hope then feeling suicidal again