Ambivalent1
🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
- Apr 17, 2023
- 3,278
My last reason for staying alive was to have sex again. The last times were years ago and I didn't really enjoy it. Porn was and has been so much more stimulating.
Lately, i've been looking into things about sex that could set my OCD off and I think at this point, I'd hate sex either because my anhedonia would kick in or i'd be disgusted. I'm sensitive to bad smells and to the idea of contracting an std that may not be disclosed to me beforehand.
Lately, i've been looking into things about sex that could set my OCD off and I think at this point, I'd hate sex either because my anhedonia would kick in or i'd be disgusted. I'm sensitive to bad smells and to the idea of contracting an std that may not be disclosed to me beforehand.
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