When you realise you are truly alone

[Surai]

Surely we are social creatures, But what of those who are not social. The outcast. The ones who did not aquire the skills from the raising from their parents. And so the animal is stuck outside of the tribe or group. Trying to fit in but how can one if they they never molded the piece? So what of those who are truly outcast? you live a sad and lonely life, and those who are lucky well arent they lucky, but what happens to those who have to struggle alone? is it a battle against nature because you werent supposed to do it this way? Why should I fight against nature? when I can embrace it and die a sad lonely death.

Why do people love life to the point where they push onto their own blood a forcefull slavery. And even that is not enough. They want you breaking your backs in a show of complete submission to this world.

this sad sad feeling when we realise we are truly alone. I can wish and wish and wish it was different, but what good is a wish? please oh please a certain desperation falls over me wrapped in hoplessness and an unwanted submission

 

[ma0]

I consider myself to be pretty good in social situations. I know how to talk to people and I think people appreciate my company.

I just fucking hate it though. I hate talking to people, it takes all the energy out of me.

 

[WanderingGypsy]

It also can be crushing to learn how alone we are in our struggles! Or how lonely it is when no one notices our struggles! Realizing we're ultimately alone can be devastating!
For what it's worth-being on here has made me feel less alone and more understood! Thank you to all those who share!

 

[tiredash]

Im here to suffer. Unlike others in herem my death is somewhat preventable... But it isnt going to happen. Im just here surviving because Im an idi*t and dont want to die... But all the time Im waiting to see "what if" is time spent suffering... Like a true worthless idi*t.

 

[_D_]

well you have us. so there is that.