underscore_nine

underscore_nine

the sweet release
Feb 17, 2023
148
I was considering building a disturbing video game and just publishing the EXE to my blog. I have 10 or so years of software building experience so it's definitely doable (with poor artistic additions) but I want to express the pain I feel and my need to move on in an expressive manner.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,408
Nothing except for thousands of dollars ofdebt. I wisely decided to never have children and became a minimalist a long time ago.
 
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until death

maybe it's time to say goodbye
Dec 12, 2023
126
The only thing I'm going to leave behind is a letter
 
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gu1klh

gu1klh

Member
Jan 12, 2021
35
goals, dreams, wishes, perhaps a letter if possible
 
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BlazingBob

BlazingBob

I'm still here b/c of my dogs
Oct 28, 2021
601
A mountain of unpaid debts
 
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coolbreeze56

coolbreeze56

Member
Dec 19, 2023
38
If I end up doing it, for sure a note to my loved ones letting them know it's not their fault. I read that almost always the relatives closest will blame themselves.
 
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RichardFirst

RichardFirst

Specialist
Jan 16, 2021
383
In my case, a 14 year old car, a few thousand euros, a small collection of bass guitars, a few valuable collections of coins and other items and one huge collection of Star Wars toys that I hope my little nephew will enjoy.

I do own a house, but the mortgage is only 50% paid off, so I don't know what will happen there.
 
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underscore_nine

underscore_nine

the sweet release
Feb 17, 2023
148
In my case, a 14 year old car, a few thousand euros, a small collection of bass guitars, a few valuable collections of coins and other items and one huge collection of Star Wars toys that I hope my little nephew will enjoy.

I do own a house, but the mortgage is only 50% paid off, so I don't know what will happen there.
yeah, I offered to send my friend a few thousand dollars (or whatever the max amount paypal lets me send is) to her so she doesn't have to live with debt. Least I can do for killing her friend.

I'm also leaving my truck to my dad since he bought it for me, not sure I really have say in who goes to what though, parents will probably decide that for me and I won't be writing a will for obvious reasons
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
Probably a big bag of weed in my cupboard, aside from that ill leave fook all else 😀

No family to pilfer my shit, as it goes usually in death.
 
permanently tired

permanently tired

I know you're laughing
Nov 8, 2023
179
Three birthday letters, a new box of airpods and my miscellaneous collection of writings
 
new2blue

new2blue

Student
Dec 11, 2023
115
A few thousand dollars, a low to mid range pc, a collection of my writing over the years, and some very sad people who will miss me. I thank the stars each day for having people who care, I know that is not at all common from what I have read.
 
annointed_towers

annointed_towers

Cursed by God
Dec 9, 2022
314
Nothing but a dozen or so stuffed animals that my mother will definitely adopt
 
Lookoutbelow

Lookoutbelow

Jump to it
Sep 14, 2023
512
My dead body
 
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notherenotnow

notherenotnow

1111111111
Oct 7, 2023
228
Money as an apology and nothing else I hope.
 
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piddincir

piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
180
I will leave behind all the pain of losing my wife and finally be at peace
 
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numbed one

Student
May 22, 2023
192
Not even a letter
 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
710
Nothing in terms of material stuff.
 
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doomedtolive

doomedtolive

I love so many things, but not myself
Dec 9, 2023
38
an army of stuffed animals. oh and a lot of art, physical and digital. i wonder if my mom will keep my sketchbooks
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,864
Everything. I don't think we can take any of it with us! Actually- I feel so sorry for whoever has to dispose of all my junk. I am at least getting a house clearance service in (written into my will,) so- at least they'll be paid to do it!

I'm creative though, so, for at least some time, bits and pieces of my work will remain. I'm not exceptional though, so- it won't likely last long. I'll be replaced and forgotten about soon enough I imagine.
 
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BlockHammer

BlockHammer

Confused loser
Oct 25, 2023
232
They can take my playstation, laptop and my anime figure if they want lmao
 
PrettyPotato

PrettyPotato

Student
Dec 11, 2023
116
Material possessions, quite a bit I guess. House with no mortgage, about 500sq ft of various collectibles, all sorts of stuff.

Would swap it all in an instant for a second chance at life though.
As it stands, I have no surviving direct family so it'll probably get sold off for $5 to a house clearance specialist however!
 
tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
311
A million dollar estate for them to pilfer over.
 
Neogoloid

Neogoloid

Crush me until there’s nothing left
Oct 28, 2023
200
A suicide note, my porn collection, a flesh light, knives, my Xbox, all my video games, my ipad, phone and headphones.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
780
A bunch of chaotic trauma some victims of long overdue revenge and big old mess and hopefully a tormented spirit haunting the location of my demise.
 
NoOneLovesMiMi

NoOneLovesMiMi

Just Me
May 27, 2023
114
I was considering building a disturbing video game and just publishing the EXE to my blog. I have 10 or so years of software building experience so it's definitely doable (with poor artistic additions) but I want to express the pain I feel and my need to move on in an expressive manner.
I actually made a list
I leave behind
No longer struggling to face the day
No longer sleeping too much or not sleeping at all
No longer feeling lost in life
No worried about bills or rent
No longer be angry and all types of emotions at work
No more having to cope with having no friends and a strained family
No longer having to be ok with being alone because I had no choice but too
No longer having to figure out a future I couldn't see
 
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Lost cherry

Lost cherry

Student
Oct 21, 2023
144
2-3 farewell letters, memories and dreams, friends, my lovely granny and two adorable pugs
 
caninecomposer

caninecomposer

Unappreciated artist
Dec 18, 2023
142
I have no friends or family to take my belongings, so I guess everything in my apartment will be auctioned or thrown out. Also a LinkedIn post detailing the issues of the world that led to my decision.
 

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