When you ctb, will you care how you look?

[Desperate_Soul]

I personally haven't thought about this until just a couple minutes ago. I hate how the smallest things matter to me. That's why I'm creating this thread - cause I'm wondering what everybody else will do. I don't know if this is something that people who are going to CTB cares about.

Will you shower before? Will you dress in your best clothes? Will you style your hair? Will you put on body fragrances? Will you shave and trim? Will you brush your teeth? Will you put on makeup? Will you get your nails done? What will you do?

 

[samhelloall9]

I'll just be in my normal clothes. It'll be just like any other day to me. I won't care how I look.

 

[RacilyDank]

I'll most likely be in my tshirt and lounge pants in bed. I don't give a shit about how I look because I'll be dead.

 

[Smilla]

I will take a warm bath, shave, and probably scrub my teeth and put on some nice perfume.

Need to buy a new nightgown.

 

[worldexploder]

I wouldn't care about how I looked or who would find me. I'd just focus on trying to make it as peaceful as possible.

 

[lost illusions]

Not really, at the same time, I prefer not to be found. Let nature use what it can

 

[Maravillosa]

I intend to get a haircut and color, as well as a mani-pedi and get my eyebrows and upper lip threaded, a day or two before I ctb
I will take a nice long bath, brush my teeth, put on some makeup
The dress that I would like to wear for my ctb is similar to this one, in both color and style (the lighter shades of purple are my favorite color):
https://www.eshakti.com/ProductDetailoption2.aspx?productid=CL0060876
The main difference is that my dress has 3/4 length sleeves
Why would I go to so much care? My ctb should be a festive occasion: my suffering (God willing) will end and (God willing) I will be in Heaven or on the way there
And I would hope and pray that my corpse has a pallid and placid countenance after I hang myself -- I want to look nice for the open casket

 

[QueenEtna]

As long as im in clothes i dont care xD

 

[Iwant2sleepforever]

I'm gonna drown myself naked in my bathtub. Feels like it will be easier that way.

 

[bbq1]

Wear a coat, it's 4℃ in the mortuary fridges. Nippy.

 

[Wantingpeace]

I intend to get a haircut and color, as well as a mani-pedi and get my eyebrows and upper lip threaded, a day or two before I ctb
I will take a nice long bath, brush my teeth, put on some makeup
The dress that I would like to wear for my ctb is similar to this one, in both color and style (the lighter shades of purple are my favorite color):
https://www.eshakti.com/ProductDetailoption2.aspx?productid=CL0060876
The main difference is that my dress has 3/4 length sleeves
Why would I go to so much care? My ctb should be a festive occasion: my suffering (God willing) will end and (God willing) I will be in Heaven or on the way there
And I would hope and pray that my corpse has a pallid and placid countenance after I hang myself -- I want to look nice for the open casket

nice

Nice dress!

 

[Wantingpeace]

I will shower wash dry hair on day but i think I will be in bed with pyjamas..my other plan method before I was going to go during day and wear make up nice clothes. I do like dresses too but don't wear them thst much do would be weird if was found in dress.

 

[Maravillosa]

nice

Nice dress!

Yes, it is a very nice dress: eShakti dresses are made well. One can even get it made to one's own measurements and change the neckline, sleeves and skirt length. And it is not that expensive, either. Of course, one has to wait a couple of weeks for the dress to be made (in a workshop in India) and delivered to you, but I think that it is worth it.

 

[Taylored]

I would want to be in a dark outfit and tie to keep my classy look that i always had.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I personally haven't thought about this until just a couple minutes ago. I hate how the smallest things matter to me. That's why I'm creating this thread - cause I'm wondering what everybody else will do. I don't know if this is something that people who are going to CTB cares about.

Will you shower before? Will you dress in your best clothes? Will you style your hair? Will you put on body fragrances? Will you shave and trim? Will you brush your teeth? Will you put on makeup? Will you get your nails done? What will you do?

Jeans and a t-shirt. :) I may shower & shave … definitely will not have days of funk going on. ;)

 

[PatKat]

Personally I do not care. I mean everyone shits and pisses themselves when they die anyway.

 

[Maravillosa]

Personally I do not care. I mean everyone shits and pisses themselves when they die anyway.

True enough, but it would help to go to the bathroom before ctb.

 

[PatternAgainstUser]

No, I just want out.

 

[Paulsmith]

I'm just wearing a jumper and jeans when I go and jump off the cliffs I'm jumping from. Thought about leaving the world as we came in (nude) but as it's in public I'd raise suspicion if I went naked

 

[PatKat]

True enough, but it would help to go to the bathroom before ctb.

IT does but there will still be some poop and piss when your muscles release.

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

Even if i get a nice haircut , dye my hair and wear stylish clothes etc, i would still look like a walking corpse. So I am not going to bother, I will just take a shower and wear some old work clothes and make sure my bowels and bladder are empty.

 

[Maravillosa]

IT does but there will still be some poop and piss when your muscles release.

If that is so, then perhaps I should wear an adult diaper under my clothes when I ctb. My mother needs to use disposable adult diapers and we wear the same size.

 

[lost illusions]

Personally I do not care. I mean everyone shits and pisses themselves when they die anyway.

Ok, well then I'm going out naked then

 

[Wantingpeace]

If that is so, then perhaps I should wear an adult diaper under my clothes when I ctb. My mother needs to use disposable adult diapers and we wear the same size.

Yes thought of this..I don't want there to be any more work mess for people than need be

 

[PatKat]

Ok, well then I'm going out naked then

lol shit everywhere?

 

[lost illusions]

Better yet I'll just stay how I am. Bloody greasy callused hands. I'll keep what pride I have left

 

[lost illusions]

lol shit everywhere?

Yup haha

 

[lost illusions]

I think I should get a tat before I go

 

[dhk96]

If my death doesn't end up sudden and unplanned (who knows, right?), I believe I would have cared to a certain extent. I wouldn't do anything extravagant like putting on makeup or wearing accessories but I would make sure my hair/body isn't grimy or smelly.

I want to die comfortably, on a bed, wearing loose-fitting clothes like pajamas before drifting off into a sleep-like death. Doing so might calm me down more, and whoever comes to pick up my body would be dealing with a clean death. No blood, no fuss. Just a body lying down on the bed as if it's sleeping. Maybe I could even leave a note for them that says "sorry for the inconvenience but thanks for coming."


Eventually, I'd hope my parents cremate me instead of burying me.

 

[bbq1]

I think I should get a tat before I go

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