Venting When will the Humiliation Ritual End

[ghostgirl899]

Trauma dump WARNING:

- hated by family since birth, emotionally, verbally, mentally, physically mistreated by animalistic parents
- criminal tendencies in my personality *petty theft and lying -> leads to distrust from family*
- bullied at school for being weird and ugly
- bullied at other gatherings for being weird and ugly
- raped
- social humiliation
- diagnosed with severe psychotic mental illness and hospitalized over 10 times
- being betrayed by so-called "friends" , humiliated by so-called "friends".

And they still expect me to go on? When everyone hates me? I can never fit in, I'm always getting the short end of the stick. I have 0 personal power to change my life.

 

[badatparties]

I'm sorry you were brought to this world without your consent, and treated horribly by other human beings. This place is a low vibrational dump, and i hope we can all escape one day without accumulating more damage.

I try to keep in mind that other traumatized people, people that hurt me, are also victims of this place. If i had been in their shoes, i might have done the same thing.

 

[ghostgirl899]

I'm sorry you were brought to this world without your consent, and treated horribly by other human beings. This place is a low vibrational dump, and i hope we can all escape one day without accumulating more damage.

I try to keep in mind that other traumatized people, people that hurt me, are also victims of this place. If i had been in their shoes, i might have done the

Thanks for your comment. Personally I hold the belief that people's behaviour 95% of the time is not a mistake. Perhaps on a higher level it's just repeating patterns of learned negative behaviour but there is still something within me that thinks they can never change. Not to speak a debate or anything, just my two cents.