Venting When will I wake up ?

[Lara Francis]

Good evening
This is a serious question.
I dream that my husband is alive so much that i think its true!
Maybe everything that I know and done in the past 3 years were not real.
My husband would not do this to me.I have made some close friends but its time for reality to kick in.
Maybe nobody is real.even here but its still nice talking to you and I hope u will wake from your nightmare soon too.!
Xx

 

[noctiva]

I hear you. I have the same thing, where I sleep at night and I dream that I wake up from this nightmare that is real life. And when I wake up in my dream, he is next to me, pulls me back down onto the pillow and tells me that I had a nightmare and to go back to sleep, and I feel warm and comforted and safe and fall asleep.. and then I wake up for real. And it's cold, and he is not there, and I cry my eyes out.
This isolation, this loneliness is torture.
I am sorry you feel this way, I am sorry you have this pain. Please feel hugged and understood.

 

[Ark]

I feel that every night and day. I dream she is holding me, then I wake up alone. I cry. I need this life to be over soon.

 

[Lara Francis]

I hear you. I have the same thing, where I sleep at night and I dream that I wake up from this nightmare that is real life. And when I wake up in my dream, he is next to me, pulls me back down onto the pillow and tells me that I had a nightmare and to go back to sleep, and I feel warm and comforted and safe and fall asleep.. and then I wake up for real. And it's cold, and he is not there, and I cry my eyes out.
This isolation, this loneliness is torture.
I am sorry you feel this way, I am sorry you have this pain. Please feel hugged and understood.

Thankyou.hugs sent in return x

 

[SinisterKid]

Maybe death is the wake up call for all of us?

I wish I had some answers Lara, I really do, not just for you but for us all, but I dont. All we can do is try our best to support each other through the pain in the hope that either life makes it more bearable or death eases it.

 

[Sdj]

One reason I like the "we live in a simulation" theory... nobody may be real, or at least less real than we think they are on the one-and-only-go-around.

It also means maybe the next round, your husband lives!

 

[Taki]

I hear you. I have the same thing, where I sleep at night and I dream that I wake up from this nightmare that is real life. And when I wake up in my dream, he is next to me, pulls me back down onto the pillow and tells me that I had a nightmare and to go back to sleep, and I feel warm and comforted and safe and fall asleep.. and then I wake up for real. And it's cold, and he is not there, and I cry my eyes out.
This isolation, this loneliness is torture.
I am sorry you feel this way, I am sorry you have this pain. Please feel hugged and understood.

Yes the isolation and loneliness are hell. Nothingness is preferable to that.