when should i do it

[stellaburner]

should i kill myself while my bf is away at college or should I wait until he comes back (to my city). i feel like he would feel worse if he were so far away at college but idk. thoughts?

 

[アホペンギン]

He would also feel guilty if he's present while you ctb, or at least in the same general area. But, this is a complicated decision. I'd recommend you to ctb when he comes back but book a hotel stay or something so he doesn't find you.

 

[CW36]

No one can make that decision for you, but it wouldn't be fair to involve others in a CTB anyway, partner, parent or whatever.

 

[アホペンギン]

No one can make that decision for you, but it wouldn't be fair to involve others in a CTB anyway, partner, parent or whatever.

Its impossible to involve anyone who you know personally in your ctb. They'd soon find out that you're dead and feel guilty.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think it's up to you, it just depends on what feels right, it's a personal decision. But anyway best wishes.

 

[bluebus]

Whenever the time feels right for you. It's a tough dilemma to face and I'm sorry you are going through this. Best wishes,

 

[imonadeadline]

I feel like he would feel horrible either way... This decision is completely up to you, I'm sorry.