Venting When should i attempt again?

[seagullsonapiano]

Failing my suicide attempt on nye kinda broke me, it's been a terrible week in which i am losing every single sense of self.
I'm planning to get drunk and hang myself in an abandoned building not too far from town, is it a good idea? How long should i wait? I'm afraid im not actually thinking about it seriously but i'm just feeling rushed by the fact i'm going insane and nothing feels real anymore.

I seriously always wanted this though, and i feel like it's a smart idea

 

[auto138491]

I dont think its a smart idea. Lots of variables here. But thats just me. Pls plan better and see how it goes. I understand the crippling effect of a failed suicide effort. Mine failed on 3rd Jan and i am not yet over it. The pain and the sense of being unsuccessful ... its just..