Pretty self-explanatory.
Insensitively, because of my mindset as CTB nears, I am so proud that (earlier this year) on the same day I was starting a new job and quit it on the way home, the trains were delayed, mine included, and then cancelled completely.
Later on learned that day, I heard it was a suicide. But I kind of suspected there was some reason for the cancellations. Weather, fault, sick passenger, etc.
typical stuff.
Even more fascinating when i learned later it was someone I had known.
I was so glad he'd succeeded, minus a few days "alive" in hospital, and that he'd inconvenienced random strangers along the way.
It's the way society is now, I just don't give a flying F. Who cares if the driver was traumatised (you signed up for that job), who cares if the passengers had to take replacement buses or taxis (you'll get home soon enough you selfish workers).
It's all about me, me, me these days and that's most people's mindset. It's like the attitude of shoppers if there were christmas sales every day. You know how it is.
He'd "assuming lol have wanted me to add a LOL after this. Just to thrown in some dark beat here. So, lol.
Note: but I never knew he was depressed or suicidal. He never gave any signs. No one at the funeral knew either.
Insensitively, because of my mindset as CTB nears, I am so proud that (earlier this year) on the same day I was starting a new job and quit it on the way home, the trains were delayed, mine included, and then cancelled completely.
Later on learned that day, I heard it was a suicide. But I kind of suspected there was some reason for the cancellations. Weather, fault, sick passenger, etc.
typical stuff.
Even more fascinating when i learned later it was someone I had known.
I was so glad he'd succeeded, minus a few days "alive" in hospital, and that he'd inconvenienced random strangers along the way.
It's the way society is now, I just don't give a flying F. Who cares if the driver was traumatised (you signed up for that job), who cares if the passengers had to take replacement buses or taxis (you'll get home soon enough you selfish workers).
It's all about me, me, me these days and that's most people's mindset. It's like the attitude of shoppers if there were christmas sales every day. You know how it is.
He'd "assuming lol have wanted me to add a LOL after this. Just to thrown in some dark beat here. So, lol.
Note: but I never knew he was depressed or suicidal. He never gave any signs. No one at the funeral knew either.
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