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My_name_is_Luka

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Possibly some of you have already read that years ago, after being invited to a party, I got drugged and abused without consent, which resulted in a serious infection that makes my life unbearable.
Even after reporting the abuse and the resulting infection, the court and the police did not want to take action and they did not even care to identify all the people involved and conduct a careful investigation. Even if this would have not costed much effort, as as internet investigation would have easily revealed the truth of my allegations.

Beside the sexual abuse, recently I have discovered also several professional abuses from my previous employer.
It started when the salary of a colleague of similar knowledge and age got disclosed to me, which made me realize that I was being underpair, receiving almost half the salary of my colleague.

If this was not enough, I have found evidences of plagiarism of my work. I have always been an enthusiastic researcher, working overtime until late night or during holidays just for the satisfaction of the scientific achievements, without earning any significant professional recognition.
Unluckily I have discovered that, after leaving the company, 3 high level people made a publication of my work together with a professor. One of them pursued and obtained further academical and professional degrees, using my work as part of it.
I knew very well the reputation of the professor and the manager, but I trusted that my other 2 colleagues didn't need to use such cheap tricks for their benefits.
When I contacted the universities behind this scandal, they declined any responsibility, even if they supported the conference and publication.
The colleague ignored my request of justifications.

It's just awful, and even worse considering that they knew about my struggling in the professional world, the unfair treatment in my grading inside their company and especially my suicidal tendency.

And even more sad is the fact that when I point out an unfair behavior (both in the sexual abuse and in the plagiarism), the people that should investigate take distances and lead me to think that I'm just a vengeful weirdo.

I suppose that I'm not the first one that has been pushed in this direction. It makes me angry that the world keep seeing suicidal people as sick and unreliable people and keep abusing of them and play with their mental sanity.
 
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I'm sorry all of this has happened to you. I will keep you in my prayers. May justice be done.
 
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My_name_is_Luka

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thank you! I wished that too!
unluckily I think it will never happen; not in this world, not after death.
I have read somewhere a rather cynical but true phrase (I think it was on the comic Demon Slayer):
only the weak people believe that there will be divine justice after death and they console themselves thinking that all the injustice that they have suffered will be rewarded.
But the truth is that there is no god and no divine punishment and so the strongest and dishonest people rule this world as they like, knowing that they will never pay for what they have done.
 
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Damn, I'm so sorry to hear this. I just can't understand why this world is so unfair. Humans suck.
I can't believe the police didn't do a deep research! How can they be so useless? I'm so angry!

Anyway, you seem to ve a very smart and strong person. I would have given up a long time ago but you're still here. That's amazing.
I think you can start from zero but you're probably tired so, I'll just wish you the best and hope things work out somehow.

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thank you! I wished that too!
unluckily I think it will never happen; not in this world, not after death.
I have read somewhere a rather cynical but true phrase (I think it was on the comic Demon Slayer):
only the weak people believe that there will be divine justice after death and they console themselves thinking that all the injustice that they have suffered will be rewarded.
But the truth is that there is no god and no divine punishment and so the strongest and dishonest people rule this world as they life, knowing that they will never pay for what they have done.

Ha! I was planning on watching the anime but I got distracted (more like I lacked actual motivation to start lol).

My belief is that I'd rather be sincere with myself. Live or die, I will be true and sincere to myself. That includes hoping and praying and doing my best for the things that I sincerely wish for, believe in and find valuable, essential and important. Then, I release the outcome. I do my best and surrender the rest. So, I have no regrets and my conscience is clear. :happy:

(I'll take your response as a sign that I really should watch the anime haha. Fine, I'll watch it...lol)
 
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My_name_is_Luka

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Damn, I'm so sorry to hear this. I just can't understand why this world is so unfair. Humans suck.
I can't believe the police didn't do a deep research! How can they be so useless? I'm so angry!

Anyway, you seem to ve a very smart and strong person. I would have given up a long time ago but you're still here. That's amazing.
I think you can start from zero but you're probably tired so, I'll just wish you the best and hope things work out somehow.

Hugs!
Thank you! I'm one of those people that get so angry when there is a hint of injustice, either done to me or to others.
I think you are like that as well, and there are many like us here.
Not so many people can be empathetic.

From the same comic, I have noted down another quote:
"people who get angry for other people's sake show a lack of concern for themselves.
And one day, because of this fact, she might lose something precious"

Somehow I feel that it's true..
Ha! I was planning on watching the anime but I got distracted (more like I lacked actual motivation to start lol).

My belief is that I'd rather be sincere with myself. Live or die, I will be true and sincere to myself. That includes hoping and praying and doing my best for the things that I sincerely wish for, believe in and find valuable, essential and important. But I release the outcome. I do my best and surrender the rest. I just hold onto my truth. That's all. That way, I will have no regrets and my conscience will be clear. :happy:

(I'll take your response as a sign that I really should watch the anime haha. Fine, I will...)
yes, you should really watch it or read the comic. It has been a good companion to me in a period when I was feeling depressed.

You have some good values. It's true, someone should be sincere to his own values. But he should also not perish under the injustice of others.

It might be that after the infection I have started to behave like a kamikaze, like if I don't care much about my reputation any more. Otherwise I would have realized that taking action against people working for an international employer is not a good idea.
 
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You have some good values. It's true, someone should be sincere to his own values. But he should also not perish under the injustice of others.

It might be that after the infection I have started to behave like a kamikaze, like if I don't care much about my reputation any more. Otherwise I would have realized that taking action against people working for an international employer is not a good idea.

You went through a lot, op... I really wish you all the best.

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I am sorry these things happened to you. It sickens me to know how awful humans can be. Regardless of how likely it may be, I do hope those people will ultimately receive punishment for their cruel natures.
 
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My_name_is_Luka

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I am sorry these things happened to you. It sickens me to know how awful humans can be. Regardless of how likely it may be, I do hope those people will ultimately receive punishment for their cruel natures.
that's very gentle from you.

I've read of other people here that have been victim of society: doctors, adults, parents or other forms of injustice. Even worse than what has happened to me.
I wanted to report my story as well, against those websites that are blaming SS to make people suicidal. There is no such thing as an abuse here. Many people land here after the injustice that they have experienced..
 
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Wow that is incredibly fucked up in the police and university's part. Do you know the journal they will be publishing your stolen work in? Sometimes, papers can be retracted from publication if a proper investigation takes place and it is elucidated that someone has faked data or stolen someone else's research. You might be able to file a complaint to ahy conferences or journals if they try to present your work as their own in public.

I feel you about the police being useless. The first time I became aware that I was being molested, I was forced to file a police report. The case ended up being dropped and they said that there was no evidence, despite the fact that I had been molested in a public building several times for well over a month, and there were multiple security cameras on the premises!

This humiliated me and ensured that I would never trust the police again. Everyone at school knew what happened because the police came to talk to the guy who was sexually abusing me. I have to live with the shame, insults, and embarrassment for the rest of my life. The police are useless in dealing with most sexual assault cases. I am so sorry that they have failed you too and put you in this position.
 
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My_name_is_Luka

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Hi! thanks for your advices! The journal is IEEE; yes, they have guidelines on ethics of publications; but I'm afraid that most of those rules are inherent to authors stealing from other published papers. Most of my work was documented by me with the employer (signed documents, sold products, etc..) and a patent (which is written in incomprehensible alien-language). I will see which kind of evidence the publisher needs.
Anyway after having taken action, I have suddenly felt scared. I know that it's not a good idea to stand against people that are well placed in their career. I don't work with them anymore; but if I had to apply for a job at the same employer (a big one!), they will do anything so that I don't get hired again. These are the usual dirty games that strong people use to get even more successful..

I'm sorry for what has happened to you and now I understand that there are even more evident cases of sexual abuse that didn't receive a proper investigation by the police. I know how you feel for that; it's so psychologically painful when no one wants to recognize what you have suffered and enforce the justice that you deserve.
I hope that at least you didn't have any physical damage from what has been done to you..
 
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