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Lurkin' Gherkin
Jan 4, 2019
35
I really can't figure when the correct time to go is? I've been sitting drunk and sad at my keyboard for at least 2hrs now. I really feel like using partial suspension method. I just don't know when.
 
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Feline

Feline

I am Purity, they call me Perverted.
Jan 24, 2019
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At your saddest and lowest point. I've always felt that when I've attempted, it's like the worst emotional pain and then this calm...

I really can't figure when the correct time to go is? I've been sitting drunk and sad at my keyboard for at least 2hrs now. I really feel like using partial suspension method. I just don't know when.
 
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21Neberg

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Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
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I think this is a very personal question. You'll know the feeling when the time is right, at least I did.
 
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Lurkin' Gherkin
Jan 4, 2019
35
I wish I could think like you. I just can't. The only thing I think about everyday is my own death. It is unfortunately.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
It is totally individual thing. I think, no one will answer you.
 
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Lurkin' Gherkin
Jan 4, 2019
35
It is totally individual thing. I think, no one will answer you.
I really wish that wasn't true. I know that I need to be the one to make the decision. I'm aware I sound like a coward but I just wish someone could make the decision for me.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
I really wish that wasn't true. I know that I need to be the one to make the decision. I'm aware I sound like a coward but I just wish someone could make the decision for me.
I understand you. I have it the same. Honestly, i´m thinking about theory, if i have suicide partner, i must do it in concrete time. But is this the right way? I dont know.
 
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Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
The interesting idea is, a suicide by complete hanging in a pair or a group with use a one pedestal for all. If everybody agree, a random one can activate drop for all. Maybe it is the journey, if someone can´t overcome his survival instinct. A one resolute partner suffices. Maybe. It is my theory only.
 
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Lurkin' Gherkin
Jan 4, 2019
35
I feel that I should stop whining about it and just tie off the knot, I already burst a blood vessel trying it. I think I need some cheese with all this whine. Boo Hoo
 
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