FireFox
Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
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At 16 I was resitting my GCSE maths in Year 12 sixth form ( the equivalent of senior year in the USA) alongside a boring BTEC Business Studies and travel tourism course I was forced to do by the school and my resit group classmates were just a horrible group. One of my classmates was a boy who builled me since year 7 and the others boys went along with his behaviour. I am still traumatised by this event many years later.
In my business studies and travel and tourism classes there was white boy lets give him the pseudonym Jack and I liked him. He was the class clown who made everyone laugh with his behaviour. One day at school I was all alone in the sixth form using the computers to complete some work after school. It was November and outside it was dark. Jack and his friends let's call them Friend A and B came into the room.
When I was working Jack grabbed my hand and tried to put my hand down his trousers. His friends were laughing and teasing. I managed to pull it away. His friends and himself began to be nice to me .Eventually we got talking and I ended up leaving the school with Jack and his friends. I wanted to impress Jack so I ended up agreeing to perform oral sex on him. It was very dark outside, there was no one outside and went behind a church building and I tried to perform oral sex on him. This was my first time performing oral sex and I struggled to suck his penis because I didn't like the taste of it in my mouth and ended up feeling sick. I spat on floor and had a bitter taste in my mouth.
The next day at school Jack smiled at me. Jack and I agreed to do it again after school and we agreed a time. Jack's friends also knew about it.
I ended up hanging out with Jack's friends because my main group of friends at school who were a group of white girls regularly excluded me from the friendship group and let a new girl who was also white drive me out of the group while they did nothing. In sixth form friendships change. When the second I agreed to do it with Jack this time his friends filmed it.
The second time I struggled to again to continuously suck his penis. Every time I ended up trying I ended up feeling sick and spitting. Friend A filmed it. When I was with Jack and his friends alone at school his friends taunted me over it continuously. Jack always stood there and said nothing. He never told his friends to stop. I admit I got paranoid at school because his friend had it on tape and I didn't know what to do or who saw the tape. I was scared to tell the school because school policy is the parents get called to the school in this circumstances and I was scared to tell my family because they are those judgemental religious families.
One day in business class one of a different boy brought up I had oral sex with Jack and i was so scared already the boy knew i done it. I was so mad at Jack and comforted him over it in class. I whispered to him. Jack got so mad at me. Jack told me to never talk to him again. Jack was angry at me because now an outside party knows. This boy also hangs out with Jack and associates with Friend A and B. Someone told this boy but I didn't who.
Jack friends blamed me for everything and saying how I blew it with Jack. Jack even looked me with disgust at school, ignored me when I said sorry and Jack even was racially abusive towards me at school. Friend A even said he uploaded on a porn site I didn't know whether he was joking or not.
I got so paranoid over the regular taunting I ended up admitting on more than 1 occasion what I did with Jack. I didn't know what to do. I tried ignoring, laughing it off with the friends whenever they asked me what Jack's dick tasted like but the friends continued to taunt me while Jack said nothing.
Jack's racist behaviour towards me was the most shocking. He made racist comments about my African heritage. He said outloud in school how I "travel miles to get my water" and that I am "not English" and I shouldn't being using British slang words. Another time I came to class soaked and I heard Jack say "free shower" when I walked in the room.
It got worse at school when I moved on from Jack. The boy I feel in love with was in Year 13, final year of sixth form.. We were getting on so well. I liked him because I thought he was different from the other boys. He evenutally began to avoid to me at school and didn't want to seen with me. This boy humiliated me at school with the assistance of Jacks friends.
Friend A came too me and said " do you know why the boys are all avoiding you it's because of what you did with x"
It ended well for me I ended up passing my exams and going to university to study law.
In my business studies and travel and tourism classes there was white boy lets give him the pseudonym Jack and I liked him. He was the class clown who made everyone laugh with his behaviour. One day at school I was all alone in the sixth form using the computers to complete some work after school. It was November and outside it was dark. Jack and his friends let's call them Friend A and B came into the room.
When I was working Jack grabbed my hand and tried to put my hand down his trousers. His friends were laughing and teasing. I managed to pull it away. His friends and himself began to be nice to me .Eventually we got talking and I ended up leaving the school with Jack and his friends. I wanted to impress Jack so I ended up agreeing to perform oral sex on him. It was very dark outside, there was no one outside and went behind a church building and I tried to perform oral sex on him. This was my first time performing oral sex and I struggled to suck his penis because I didn't like the taste of it in my mouth and ended up feeling sick. I spat on floor and had a bitter taste in my mouth.
The next day at school Jack smiled at me. Jack and I agreed to do it again after school and we agreed a time. Jack's friends also knew about it.
I ended up hanging out with Jack's friends because my main group of friends at school who were a group of white girls regularly excluded me from the friendship group and let a new girl who was also white drive me out of the group while they did nothing. In sixth form friendships change. When the second I agreed to do it with Jack this time his friends filmed it.
The second time I struggled to again to continuously suck his penis. Every time I ended up trying I ended up feeling sick and spitting. Friend A filmed it. When I was with Jack and his friends alone at school his friends taunted me over it continuously. Jack always stood there and said nothing. He never told his friends to stop. I admit I got paranoid at school because his friend had it on tape and I didn't know what to do or who saw the tape. I was scared to tell the school because school policy is the parents get called to the school in this circumstances and I was scared to tell my family because they are those judgemental religious families.
One day in business class one of a different boy brought up I had oral sex with Jack and i was so scared already the boy knew i done it. I was so mad at Jack and comforted him over it in class. I whispered to him. Jack got so mad at me. Jack told me to never talk to him again. Jack was angry at me because now an outside party knows. This boy also hangs out with Jack and associates with Friend A and B. Someone told this boy but I didn't who.
Jack friends blamed me for everything and saying how I blew it with Jack. Jack even looked me with disgust at school, ignored me when I said sorry and Jack even was racially abusive towards me at school. Friend A even said he uploaded on a porn site I didn't know whether he was joking or not.
I got so paranoid over the regular taunting I ended up admitting on more than 1 occasion what I did with Jack. I didn't know what to do. I tried ignoring, laughing it off with the friends whenever they asked me what Jack's dick tasted like but the friends continued to taunt me while Jack said nothing.
Jack's racist behaviour towards me was the most shocking. He made racist comments about my African heritage. He said outloud in school how I "travel miles to get my water" and that I am "not English" and I shouldn't being using British slang words. Another time I came to class soaked and I heard Jack say "free shower" when I walked in the room.
It got worse at school when I moved on from Jack. The boy I feel in love with was in Year 13, final year of sixth form.. We were getting on so well. I liked him because I thought he was different from the other boys. He evenutally began to avoid to me at school and didn't want to seen with me. This boy humiliated me at school with the assistance of Jacks friends.
Friend A came too me and said " do you know why the boys are all avoiding you it's because of what you did with x"
It ended well for me I ended up passing my exams and going to university to study law.
