I skipped through a little bit. The part where it looks like a grainy film and the vision keeps flashing back in and out... I don't want it to be traumatic... I want it to be a slow... fade.. to black. But yeah, everyone sees it differently, but it scared me a little and usually these kinds of things I'm more accepting of. I don't think even suicidal people *want* to see other people die, just their suffering end, and fade peacefully or quick and easy.