Discussion When do you plan to ctb?

[itistimetoleave]

I don't have a date set but probably around thanksgiving. Wbu guys?

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Next year, after my (last) birthday, not in the same day. Now I'm more than a 50% convinced to ctb although there is a part of me that wants to keep fighting but it's not easy. Everyday is a hell (health issues).

 

[lymbo]

2020 my last year for sure

 

[SickSadWorld]

Before 2020 arrives

 

[WhiteDespair]

It depends on whether or not I answer "no" to the question of "is the effort I'd put to life worth it?"

 

[BrokenAngel8]

still a loose date, but probably anytime before my 25th birthday on 2020. Failed ctb few years ago due to lack of research, tried SN in early/mid 2019, had everything in hand but life was figuring itself (I thought) so I bailed out of it and give myself some chance. Now the clock is ticking, I'm researching more and plan to leave some memoar here while I can, just to vent out. 2020 it is.

 

[blivogade]

2020 for sure, haven't decided the exact date but somewhere in between February-June time.

 

[metalchic_74]

Hopefully within a week

 

[Essence]

Between now and 2022.

 

[trynacbt]

Next week, I hope. I can't hold on much longer.

 

[Heart Shards]

After christmas

 

[daikon]

Today. I wanted to wait until the end of the holidays, but I just wait and wait and never do it, and awful things keep happening to me. I can't take it anymore.

 

[Kodama]

Probably in few weeks

 

[lymbo]

Probably in few weeks

method? reasons for ctb?

 

[Kodama]

method? reasons for ctb?

Personnal bankruptcy is coming, don't want to restart from scratch at 51yo, by Jumping or partial hanging.
Had a good life until last summer, want to CTB before it becomes tougher

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Within the next 30 days, if all the materials for an nitrogen/argon exit bag have arrived by then

 

[khw777]

Next year, after my (last) birthday, not in the same day. Now I'm more than a 50% convinced to ctb although there is a part of me that wants to keep fighting but it's not easy. Everyday is a hell (health issues).

What health issues do you have?

 

[elmo]

before I turned to 28 next year.

 

[Kowahi2310]

Christmas.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

May 26th, 2020.

 

[sullengirl]

I'm gonna be pissed off at myself if I'm still here next month.

 

[Macc Lad]

After christmas

 

[Meant2Die]

When I get the nerve to do it, which has to be in the next few weeks due to health/medication reasons. Also need to try my meto when it comes to see how I react first.

 

[SoupSnakes]

5th December so long as everything has arrived. Will spend my last day celebrating my dogs birthday, give him all the love he deserves and then do it on the night once my ex has him.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Had posted earlier but method and times have changed, SN should be here end of next week and primperan the week after so 29th November is my date

 

[Thereisalwaysachoice]

Whenever the partners I meet on here stop backing out on me. Whenever I meet someone who says they are suicidal that is actually suicidal. Lol.

 

[zeroambition]

After my mother passes away which could be up to 30 years from now.

 

[Moon Flower]

My date passed and now it's pretty much whenever I can get away with

 

[Sael]

Next week, maybe Thursday. I'm ready i've spent the last days with my little brother and just need to finish my notes.

 

[ReadyToMeetMyMaker]

Dec 3rd on earlier if my meto gets here sooner.