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I'm in the same situation with my dogs. I can't abandon them. They're 18, 16, and 15, so it shouldn't be much longer. Losing them will be a major catalyst because they're my reason for living and the closest thing I have to a family. All I can do is patiently wait but it's so damn difficult, especially because of my health problems and my abusive living situation.It will potentially take years as I'm giving life a chance for the time my cat remains alive. I'm not about to traumatize her just because I want to die.
Totally get that!It will potentially take years as I'm giving life a chance for the time my cat remains alive. I'm not about to traumatize her just because I want to die.
Exactly. I would actually like to live if circumstances were different but no, life is just unfixable downward spiral so ctb seems like the best option.In march. I have been waiting so long for this, since I need to travel to get all the supplements needed. So I really cross everything I have that I continue with the strong willpower. I for a fact know that I don't want to live. Or correction. I would love to live, but not like this, and not with my problems. That i tried fixing, but is out of my control.
I don't know, but there are some days(like today)where I feel I can barely take it anymore, I can not accept her death, I cannot take the loneliness and the pervasive sadness as well as the continuing shock of her passingdo you expect to ctb soon? a week, month, year, never?