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SufferingInDenmark

Wizard
Feb 21, 2025
631
#1 SN... highly effective if done right
#2 hanging... highly effective, almost guaranteed, especially full suspension.
VERY scary looking as it happens (i saw the videos) but i am willing to go thru that scary looking shit to actually truly obtain peace and i won't be seeing the scary shit anyway,
since i'll be passed out by that moment.
but i would wear a head-covering to make it less traumatizing for whoever finds me.

#3... i'm not sure what to place on my number 3, probably jumping.
but one of my biggest fears is to accidentally hit someone during my fall, so i would need to find a secluded spot where there's nobody else.
but it's difficult, because you also don't want it to be TOO FAR away, because then you might go missing all over the news, which i don't want.

#4... BBQ grill method (this would be my NUMBER ONE if i had a car)

#5... OD on some disgusting drug. i hate drugs, but i probably would utilize it only for suicide.
btw, anyone know which prescription drugs work the best?
i actually found a book written by a retired top doctor, who is pro sanctioned suicide.
i'd have to find that book again and look thru it.
 
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Pale_Rider

Elementalist
Apr 21, 2025
832
1: Opiate 2: SN. 3: Firearm. 4: jumping 5: A gas method I suppose. 1, and 2 are my only real options. As the method number increases I belive the SI would increase I belive.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
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firearms
because I want a safe and quick exit
 
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Fall_Apart

Fall_Apart

Student
May 22, 2023
131
I'll start from the most romanticized method to the most realistic:

1. Burning alive because I've always loved fire, even though I know that if you fail, it's the worst thing that can happen to you.

2. Shooting because I think it's quick, but even then, if you fail, you'll be in deep shit.

3. Hanging because it's the most accessible, though risky, method.

4. Inert gas because, if done well, it's one of the most peaceful methods.

5. SN because it's the most realistic and convenient method.
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Student
Jun 18, 2025
194
I'll start from the most romanticized method to the most realistic:

1. Burning alive because I've always loved fire, even though I know that if you fail, it's the worst thing that can happen to you.

2. Shooting because I think it's quick, but even then, if you fail, you'll be in deep shit.

3. Hanging because it's the most accessible, though risky, method.

4. Inert gas because, if done well, it's one of the most peaceful methods.

5. SN because it's the most realistic and convenient method.
I am going for number 4 (Inert gas) as my method I choose since it's reliable and painless.
 
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Sergeant45

Sergeant45

Student
Jun 11, 2025
158
1 - firearms (that have the caliber to suit shooting yourself and aren't going to leave you disabled). I've been into guns and their mechanics ever since I was a tween. It'd just be a nice homage to my interests to go out like that, it's also effective and quick if you do it right.

2 - SN. Debated putting this on 1 because the effects of it are mostly reversible if you survive. Again, effective and gives you what you want if done right.

3 - jumping. Very available if you live in a modern and large city with skyscrapers like me once you know your way around and know which tall enough ones let you climb on top.

4 - drug abuse. Debated putting this on 3 too. Specifically the bigger name Opioids. Fentanyl, etcetera. Again, do it right and take enough and it'll do the job....

5 - none. I personally don't really like most other popular methods.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Wizard
Feb 21, 2025
631
I am going for number 4 (Inert gas) as my method I choose since it's reliable and painless.
only problem is that it looks like a whole ass science project to me when i've seen pics of it
 
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hippiedeath

hippiedeath

Dead on the inside
Jul 12, 2025
165
1. Firearms because getting a shotgun was fairly easy for me. Pretty straightforward and quick.
2. Jumping
3. Electrocution because it's fairly easy with a toaster and a bathtub. Effective.
4. Hanging
5. Get thoroughly drunk and go swimming

So morbid, gosh....
 
naookoo128

naookoo128

Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
122
1. Firearms because getting a shotgun was fairly easy for me. Pretty straightforward and quick.
2. Jumping
3. Electrocution because it's fairly easy with a toaster and a bathtub. Effective.
4. Hanging
5. Get thoroughly drunk and go swimming

So morbid, gosh....
It is really morbid, indeed

Dont know if the toaster-bathtub thing is a joke but isnt eletrocution insanely painful?
 
hippiedeath

hippiedeath

Dead on the inside
Jul 12, 2025
165
Geo Stone recommended it as a viable method. It's probably not pleasant, but it works and is fairly fast.
 
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forgivemegod

I have a chronic disease
Jun 26, 2025
50
1. Firearms because getting a shotgun was fairly easy for me. Pretty straightforward and quick.
2. Jumping
3. Electrocution because it's fairly easy with a toaster and a bathtub. Effective.
4. Hanging
5. Get thoroughly drunk and go swimming

So morbid, gosh....
where do you live? US?
 
ankawannadie

ankawannadie

Misfortune
Mar 31, 2024
26
1. Nembutal though that's just a dream at this point.
2. SN.
3. Hanging. I have a pretty lengthy neck if that helps me.

Only 3 but I don't really know enough yet. Honestly, the best way would be to go from a freak accident.
 
gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Arcanist
May 20, 2025
420
I have 5 because I have to, it's a COB thing. I don't just have the list, I have to have the methods as well.

It started at two 30+ years ago and has climbed since then. I've written them here a few times but will do it again.

Inert gas been on the list for a long time, I was a fabricator so cylinders of gas look normal in my garage.

12 gauge shotgun intra orally with a slug has been on the list the longest

Double handgun one intra orally and one behind the ear shot simultaneously. I've practiced firing them at the same time.

CO my small generator will make my co monitor go off in just a few minutes in the back of my truck

Hanging either drop (my preference) or full suspension.

This list is due to change in the near future, either replace or add to.

The one that is not on the list but I really want to make it so hopefully will eventually make an appearance is a guillotine. At 16 foot tall, 14 foot drop, it is really in your face. No way to really hide it. I'm looking to shear a 4x4 board, if at first it doesn't succeed I'll just add more weight. I'll start at 50 pounds and go up in 25 pound increments until it does work.
 
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nowherelilies

nowherelilies

i miss you.
Jun 30, 2025
32
1. nembutal (quick & painless)
2. CO poisoning (less likely to look ugly when dead and relatively painless too. difficult to pull off though.)
3. SN
4. partial hanging
5. drowning in sea while it's storming
 
TooManyChances

TooManyChances

Member
Jun 30, 2025
50
1. Starvation. Non-method but I feel attracted to it. I'm literally thinking this will be my way of ctb, despite criticism.

Cons: you may feel like absolute shit, also people may save you and avoiding food takes discipline. You also need to starve the right nutrients.

Pros: you don't have to do anything, costs zero money and might be less painful than the other popular methods.

Still not a good method, but it's better than hurting yourself actively. Once my heart gets weak enough I will hold my breath and try to induce cardiac arrest along with some light compression of the carotid arteries. Respiratory paralysis is a possibility too.

2. SN, might be number 1 but it's so difficult to get it's crazy. I'm also not sure about the whole timing and scheduling required. Seems like it needs too much prep.

3. Drowning. Scary as hell but could work so well. Literally just have to jump into the sea at night and disappear. I have tried it twice and just couldn't do it. The sea is intimidating and you never know if someone might save you. I believe I got some self-inflicted trauma from even going to the nearest coast by myself.

4. Firearm, again, super hard to get. I live in a country where I could get a gun illegally, but that means I gotta meet a literal criminal and ask a lot about calibers and ammo (I'm not a gun expert). Guns may also leave you disabled if not done properly, but would be so quick otherwise.

5. Jumping. This one is popular and almost always works. Problem? Having access to a tall building is next to impossible where I'm from, since most tall buildings are corporative or residential. Jumping is also unpredictable as people have survived some serious shit. It could be over so quickly, but the SI and getting in trouble for being on a rooftop isn't worth it imo.

Notice how I didn't include gas poisoning and hanging. I think they are extremely risky. When you lose consciousness you have zero control of what's going on, and you don't want to wake up from that.

These are just my opinions.
 
naookoo128

naookoo128

Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
122
The one that is not on the list but I really want to make it so hopefully will eventually make an appearance is a guillotine. At 16 foot tall, 14 foot drop, it is really in your face. No way to really hide it. I'm looking to shear a 4x4 board, if at first it doesn't succeed I'll just add more weight. I'll start at 50 pounds and go up in 25 pound increments until it does work.
You´re builing a guillotine? That´s wild. Is there a chance of you documenting that? (Not using it, just building it!) Could be very interesting. I´m not interested in doing the same but I´m kind of a craftsman myself.
 
99th Dalmatian

99th Dalmatian

Member
Jun 11, 2022
8
whoa I hope you find the book by the doctor OP :heart:.

Mine is :
1. Nembutal - a classic. Too bad we can't even dream of getting ahold of nembutal anymore

2. SN, obviously

3. Decapitation - I've kinda liked it since that indie game, What Remains of Edith Finch

4. Hanging - I especially like this one, and I like how quick it knocks you out.

5. Jumping - I love heights and I love the vertigo from it. I wonder if @lostangel is still around
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Arcanist
May 20, 2025
420
You´re builing a guillotine? That´s wild. Is there a chance of you documenting that? (Not using it, just building it!) Could be very interesting. I´m not interested in doing the same but I´m kind of a craftsman myself.
Not yet but I really want to. Maybe a job for next summer if I'm still around.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies.
Apr 25, 2023
1,109
1. SN: Best option for me.
2. CO: effective, accessible, peaceful.
3. SA: relatively slow and painful but effective, no antidote as well.
4. CN: needless to say, it's very fast but painful.
5. Digoxen, amitriptyline, propranolol, other cardiac meds OD: shitty but fatal.
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
307
1, firearm - "easy" and painless
2. SN - Hard to get but if done correctly it should be peaceful
3. Hanging - Easier to get than SN but also harder to do correctly.
4. SA - Hard to get like SN and also painful but its still effective and in form of a drink.
5. Jumping - Painless and i could be 100% sure im dead. Getting to a place high enough might be a problem for me (im avoiding any water)
 
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Foxcompany2nd3rd

Member
Jul 24, 2025
51
1. My preferred method is hanging; if done correctly it never fails. Ive been choked out cold a few times during BJJ grappling tournaments and MMA training. It hurts for like 4-6 seconds then you're completely out.

2. Ideally this should be my first, but it requires an expert in deadly gasses aka Dr. Jack Kevorkian, but people like this that assist in suicide are extremely hard to find and rare. Its even expensive too as when I was watching the documentary it was like around 15 thousand dollars per assisted suicide and often his patrons where very rich people, he never helped poor people.

I'm constantly on gore and death websites looking at suicides to prepare myself for my day. So Ive seen drugs/chemicals/guns/high falls/etc fail with horrific consequences and don't want to end up like that because I know my life is utterly cursed by the universe and given the chance the universe will want to screw me over just one more fucking time. Out of thousands of suicide videos Ive watched Ive never seen a hanging fail horrifically, they've either backed out in time and suffered from a sore neck or it took just a few seconds longer than a typical 4-6 seconds. Id be interested if anyone could find me a video of someone dying horrifically via hanging to be proven wrong. But you will find plenty of videos of people dying horrifically via gun/drugs/chemicals/falls/etc. I also want a clean death, last thing I want to do for my karma is leave a bloody mess for someone to clean up and drugs/chemicals/guns/falls can leave quite a mess.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Wizard
Feb 21, 2025
631
whats sa?
1. My preferred method is hanging; if done correctly it never fails. Ive been choked out cold a few times during BJJ grappling tournaments and MMA training. It hurts for like 4-6 seconds then you're completely out.
interesting. can you elaborate on this?
can you describe the pain?
and that would be when they choke you out, right? with their hands on those arteries on each side of the neck, is that what you mean?
whoa I hope you find the book by the doctor OP :heart:.
thanks, i found it and posted it in a new thread actually
 
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