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hadenough

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Aug 24, 2019
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What method do you plan to use to CTB?
 
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JimFord99

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SN, or SA, I have now both options.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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Full suspension
 
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YukiFox

YukiFox

Pastel demon
Dec 8, 2018
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Hanging. I can't figure how I can choose another method. I imagine a lot the moment when I'll do the final step and the noose compress my neck. Also I'll make a ritual background with Pentacle in the ground, 13 candles around the magic circle and my corpse in the middle of that. That's the way I want to die.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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Hanging. I can't figure how I can choose another method. I imagine a lot the moment when I'll do the final step and the noose compress my neck. Also I'll make a ritual background with Pentacle in the ground, 13 candles around the magic circle and my corpse in the middle of that. That's the way I want to die.
Sounds great
 
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Alucard

Alucard

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Feb 8, 2019
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(Anecdote: A friend had ordered nembutal on the net, and after analyzing it, it was in fact weedkiller ... so do not order without being sure that the seller is honest.)

Nembutal or SN, a priori. I wish I could die by snapping fingers...
 
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Mum42

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Aug 24, 2019
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I will take a hopefully lethal injection
 
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JimFord99

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(Anecdote: A friend had ordered nembutal on the net, and after analyzing it, it was in fact weedkiller ... so do not order without being sure that the seller is honest.)

Nembutal or SN, a priori. I wish I could die by snapping fingers...
Yep, SN it is, easy to get hold off, uncontrolled and cheap.
 
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JimFord99

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Just googled this, said a woman died after taking a one gram pill. Where do you get it from?
Oh gosh, this is easy but against forum rules. PM me , I can give you contacts.
 
JimFord99

JimFord99

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Aug 18, 2019
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Probably you won' have enough privileges yet. Here is my private email :
 
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Mud.

Mud.

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Oct 27, 2018
403
Probably you won' have enough privileges yet.
He's got 24 posts. That's enought for PM's.

btw
I think you should better remove your private gmail adress from your post.
Far too risky on this board. I believe it's even against forum rules.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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Ok, thanks.

Should work now with pm ...

Both you and @hadenough need to edit that email address out of your posts. Discretion and all that
 
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JimFord99

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Both you and @hadenough need to edit that email address out of your posts. Discretion and all that
Point taken and removed. SORRY!
 
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calendulo

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Jun 13, 2019
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I think I've seen another thread asking the same thing.
Well,.....In my case, sodium pentobarbitol.
 
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Lennox

Lennox

No alarms, and no surprises...
Jul 21, 2019
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If I were to ctb today then it's just carbon monoxide (CO).
But I'm not currently in a hurry to ctb so I'm studying tweaks to the method and also simply changing it. I'm studying combining CO with either SN or cyanide. I'm also studying switching CO for hydrogen sulfide, because it's a gas more lethal than CO in much smaller concentrations.
 
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dysphoria

Member
Aug 4, 2019
59
Barbiturate overdose combined with benzodiazepines, a little alcohol, and a couple of other things. I don't want to have any awareness of dying, and would make it as quick as possible by using a massive dose and potentiators. It's not hard for me to get any of these things so I'm really just on the fence at this point. Have already gone through a failed overdose and not ready again. There are a few things worth exploring first. As my therapist says, "you can always kill yourself later".
 
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Chucchy

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Jun 13, 2019
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If I were to ctb today then it's just carbon monoxide (CO).
But I'm not currently in a hurry to ctb so I'm studying tweaks to the method and also simply changing it. I'm studying combining CO with either SN or cyanide. I'm also studying switching CO for hydrogen sulfide, because it's a gas more lethal than CO in much smaller concentrations.
Where would you get hydrogen sulphide, or do you have to make it?
 
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hadenough

Student
Aug 24, 2019
147
Where would you get hydrogen sulphide, or do you have to make it?

It can be made from household chemicals like drain cleaner and dog mange treatment. The problem is it would be lethal for anyone else to breathe it in when you are found so warnings need to be put out. The area around you would be closed off as a chemical hazard and professionals would need to be called.
 
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Chucchy

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Yeah, that is the one I was thinking of then. I've read a little about it but think the fact it can affect others put me off. Plus - and I could definitely be wrong here - I thought I read it's really painful. Have you done much research into it? And would you make cyanide if you decide to use it also?
 
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hadenough

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Yeah, that is the one I was thinking of then. I've read a little about it but think the fact it can affect others put me off. Plus - and I could definitely be wrong here - I thought I read it's really painful. Have you done much research into it?

I've looked into it. It can be extremely painful if you don't use enough, but if it's in a high enough concentration I've heard you pass out in about 10 seconds. The problem is you need to mix the chemicals in a closed space, say a car, so getting to the correct levels could take some time.
 
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Lennox

No alarms, and no surprises...
Jul 21, 2019
223
Where would you get hydrogen sulphide, or do you have to make it?
It's as @hadenough said it. It was a very popular ctb method only a few years ago (maybe still is) because you can produce the gas by simply mixing common household products. I however prefer to mix pure chemicals, makes the reaction more predictable.
Yeah, that is the one I was thinking of then. I've read a little about it but think the fact it can affect others put me off. Plus - and I could definitely be wrong here - I thought I read it's really painful. Have you done much research into it?
I'll be taking every measure possible not to endanger others. As for pain, the research I've done so far tells me that, with a high enough concentration, you lose consciousness in seconds and don't feel a thing.
 
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Chucchy

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Jun 13, 2019
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Oh yeah, sorry - I never meant to judge or imply people using this method didn't care about others.
@hadenough - maybe I'm missing something, but why would doing it in a small, enclosed space mean getting it to the right level would take a long time? Sorry if it's really obvious, I think I've misunderstood.
I may need to pick your brains further about this over PM if that would be okay? (But tomorrow, when I can make more sense and be more coherent!)
 
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