What's your final date?

[throwaway123]

....and why?

 

[Razz_Goku]

If the preparation of my methods is done before August them my final day will be before August or end of the August.

 

[Mr2004]

Last day of 2019. I'll be 33 and that's the last year you can realistically still be called young. Considering I regret everything since 2004 I can't possibly go on longer than that. 2020 sounds like a joke, why on earth would I want to see it? Unless time travel becomes a real thing which it probably will as soon as I die because that's life.

 

[GodKnows]

Before my 26th birthday. I have SN prepared. I just need to do more research, I need to be drunk before I pull it off.

 

[Mr2004]

If the preparation of my methods is done before August them my final day will be before August or end of the August.

What month do you think we're in?

 

[Razz_Goku]

What month do you think we're in?

Different time zone I got more days than you in August.

 

[Anarchy]

Undetermined. Considering tomorrow, but I'm not sure if I'd have the energy and motivation. It's really hard to plan because I never feel able to do it. It's also really overwhelming to think about.
Sometimes I feel like I could just walk out when my paremts are still in the house and do it and it'd be relatively easy, and sometimes I feel like it's completely impossible.
I'm too tired most of the time.

 

[Over n' Out]

Last day of 2019. I'll be 33 and that's the last year you can realistically still be called young. Considering I regret everything since 2004 I can't possibly go on longer than that. 2020 sounds like a joke, why on earth would I want to see it? Unless time travel becomes a real thing which it probably will as soon as I die because that's life.

I'd say 27 is the last year you can be called young. Everyone has their own idea on that though.

 

[Comatose11]

I'll be in the house alone in about 2 weeks. I'll have gotten through the final things I wanted to get through. That will be the day. I will eliminate the risk of being "saved." Now that I know what knot to use and have the proper rope, the only thing that could stop me from being successful is being found in time.

 

[Deleted member 847]

tomorrow

 

[Mr2004]

I'd say 27 is the last year you can be called young. Everyone has their own idea on that though.

I still get Id'd so I 'm a young 32 but that's not going to last forever

 

[Oblivion]

I'm still waiting to get fired from my job or have the guts to quit, then i'll order SN and wait till it gets here

 

[Rollo]

Different time zone I got more days than you in August.

Different planet zone is more like it.

 

[Razz_Goku]

Different planet zone is more like it.

I am pretty sure we are in the month of August.

 

[Mr2004]

If the preparation of my methods is done before August them my final day will be before August or end of the August.

Then how can it be done before august unless you've discovered how to go back in time and if you have please share it with me

 

[Razz_Goku]

Then how can it be done before august unless you've discovered how to go back in time and if you have please share it with me

You tell me in which month are you living ?

 

[Mr2004]

August

 

[Razz_Goku]

Ok , my bad what I wanted to say was before the END of August. For one second,I thought that I have travelled to different dimension.

 

[Mr2004]

That doesn't give you long

 

[Razz_Goku]

I have to meet a guy who is giving me the resources to ctb.As o said if things go well ,I will ctb soon enough but if it does n't go well.Then gotta go for a more voilent method in next month.

 

[Mr2004]

I hate that. No one should have to suffer any more than what they already have that lead them to that decision

 

[Razz_Goku]

Gonna sleep now and see if next day goes according to plan .Even though I don't like to wake up to see the sunlight from my window .

 

[Deleted member 847]

I'm already crapping my pants just by thinking about it.

 

[Aponia & Ataraxia]

10/24/2018, 1 a.m.

Sky: Class 1 (Bortle Scale), full moon

Physiographic Region: a particularly soft sand dune, Colorado Plateau, 4,500'

Conditions: 50F, wind 0-5 mph, 60 decibels (bluetooth speaker)

Extras: campfire, music through a bluetooth speaker

25.51 revolutions around the host star 4/14/1993 - 10/24/2018, shadow of time

Primary: Metoclopramide +Barbiturate + Moscato wine + a bottle of Crown Maple Syrup to sip
Secondary: Nitro Rig on standby (tank buried in sand with regulator, tubing, and bag apparatus sheltered by Rubbermaid container)

psychological amplifiers:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flow_(psychology)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perspectival_realism

'Wille zum tode' --Philipp Mainlander

 

[solacely]

August 2019 at the absolute latest. I'll be 18 and starting college and getting a job. I would preferably like to be dead before I turn 18 in March.

 

[skitliv]

I don't know but it has to be this year

 

[Mr2004]

August 2019 at the absolute latest. I'll be 18 and starting college and getting a job. I would preferably like to be dead before I turn 18 in March.

I'd give anything to be in your position

 

[Rocky M]

December 29, sometime during the evening. If I fail, then March 25 next year.

 

[StarDust]

I have no set date, I just know it will be soon. I have been taking care of some financial matters, which I still do not know why I am bothering, there is no one after me to be bothered by them. I guess a sense of responsibility takes over here. I was always waiting for a certain date to pass and thought originally of just doing it then but I couldn't. In the end it seemed disgraceful on that day, so I waited.

For me it is not about a date, or a time...it is about that moment when I know I will hit that bottom where the world swallows me whole once again, and there is nothing left but sheer agony of all that I have lost. It happened a couple of years ago and I did take my life...and I died but sadly I was saved. Gotta love the EMT for shocking your heart back to beating, even if it did take 4 times. Asshats.

 

[Sav]

I don't know yet but I have until July 2019 to do it. Is anyone out there trying to find ways to ctb discreetly so it doesn't look like suicide ?