Whats your experience with recreational (powder) methadone use?

[DepressionsAHo]

I'm an opiate fan. Buddy of mine gave me some methadone to try. A lot of it. Does it feel nice?

 

[Futility]

Never been on it myself, but I'd like you to be cautious with it at first and only take a little bit to see if it changes your personality.
I had quite the experience with a family member who became extremely volatile and psychopathic when on it.

Others I've seen on it didn't have this effect, but I guess the risk is there.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

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Never been on it myself, but I'd like you to be cautious with it at first and only take a little bit to see if it changes your personality.
I had quite the experience with a family member who became extremely volatile and psychopathic when on it.

Others I've seen on it didn't have this effect, but I guess the risk is there.
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Thank you for the warning. That's def appreciated. For me, when I take any mind altering substance I get really loveable and touchy feely. Alcohol, opiates, anesthesia (wisdom teeth removal). I would assume it would be the same with this. I might just save it too. When I was reading about it, I read that its lethal when combined with xanax which I should be able to get from this buddy of mine. Apparently it has a really long half life and besides jumping. An OD would be a preferred method. It doesn't trigger my SI at all. Opinions on that?
Sorry, I know it's a lot to take in but you're my first replier and its been on my mind

 

[Futility]

Well there's always the risk of meds failing, but if you're going that route, I recommend getting a hold of something to prevent you from puking it all up, I almost OD'd on opium tincture one time after I had just come out of the hospital and I was really sick, more than .5ml can mess you up really good if you have no tolerance and you're a tiny person, I'm not sure how much I had as my ex was the one who got me to take it, I happened to wake up many hours later and I couldn't poop for days, I didn't seem to have any other damage, my eyes were a bit baggy but it didn't stay that way for very long.
It felt very peaceful though, I had zero nausea, sweet and peaceful almost daydream or lucid dreaming state while eased into unconsciousness, absolutely no SI, it was just immediate acceptance as the thought crossed my mind that I might pass away.

I have no experience with doing it deliberately I'm afraid. Someone should notice this post eventually though.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Well there's always the risk of meds failing, but if you're going that route, I recommend getting a hold of something to prevent you from puking it all up, I almost OD'd on opium tincture one time after I had just come out of the hospital and I was really sick, more than .5ml can mess you up really good if you have no tolerance and you're a tiny person, I'm not sure how much I had as my ex was the one who got me to take it, I happened to wake up many hours later and I couldn't poop for days, I didn't seem to have any other damage, my eyes were a bit baggy but it didn't stay that way for very long.
It felt very peaceful though, I had zero nausea, sweet and peaceful almost daydream or lucid dreaming state while eased into unconsciousness, absolutely no SI, it was just immediate acceptance as the thought crossed my mind that I might pass away.

I have no experience with doing it deliberately I'm afraid. Someone should notice this post eventually though.

Only thing I have a tolerance to is opiates. Never tried benzos or any other drug besides opiates and weed obviously. So I'd need to up the dosage of opiates too? I'll be prescribed opiates here in about a month (actual pain). Ok, next step is learning how to measure or weigh the amount I have then. Hmm