thevaccumguy
Member
- Feb 14, 2023
- 40
I can't really wrap my head around this anymore. For as long as I can remember , I was the over-ambitious kid in the class, the one with absolute crazy dreams and goals. And for fuck's sake, I've been trying to. A top university, regular gym, kickboxing, , internships , swimming, piano - what a load of crap. Have you ever felt like you're trying way too hard in way too many things and absolutely nothing is working out? Like there's always something you'll fail to achieve, always someone who's better than you, and all that's left in your heart is self loathing?
And I never seem to have made any friends along the way. Like, how come I never had either a girlfriend OR a best friend all throughout school? Now that I look back, I've achieved a big fat nothing, no one to remember me or cry for me, just me and a room filled with prizes and certificates. I am as pathetic as it gets, right?
So, yeah, that's about it . I'm thinking about going for SN , mainly because it's easily obtainable here., and the instructions are fairly simple. As far as I'm concerned, my life is unsalvageable.
And I never seem to have made any friends along the way. Like, how come I never had either a girlfriend OR a best friend all throughout school? Now that I look back, I've achieved a big fat nothing, no one to remember me or cry for me, just me and a room filled with prizes and certificates. I am as pathetic as it gets, right?
So, yeah, that's about it . I'm thinking about going for SN , mainly because it's easily obtainable here., and the instructions are fairly simple. As far as I'm concerned, my life is unsalvageable.