Whats the purpose of living

[MewtwoIsAlive]

Hey there everyone,

I seriously planned to ctb for around a half year now, even more, but after the covid started me and my parents lost our jobs and so we are sitting home everyday going crazy.
Thats why I cant suicide and im fucking mad about it everyday.
My plan was to take few days without anyone in my house to take my time and die comfortably so no one will able to save me, I dont wanna be saved.
I couldnt do it in 2020, I hope ill die in 2021.
But whenever ill get the opportunity I wanna make sure ill take my SN and die.

 

[Nymph]

Encourage you to do what exactly? from your post it kinda sounds like you want us to encourage you to ctb which is not allowed and also like..bad?!

But I'm sorry you couldn't go through with it because of quarantine:( hopefully the restrictions get looser soon

 

[_Kaira_]

Hey there everyone,

I seriously planned to ctb for around a half year now, even more, but after the covid started me and my parents lost our jobs and so we are sitting home everyday going crazy.
Thats why I cant suicide and im fucking mad about it everyday.
My plan was to take few days without anyone in my house to take my time and die comfortably so no one will able to save me, I dont wanna be saved.
I couldnt do it in 2020, I hope ill die in 2021.
But whenever ill get the opportunity I wanna make sure ill take my SN and die, can anyone encourage me and help me do this?

I'm sorry for how you're feeling. Unfortunately, we cannot encourage you to do anything that will harm yourself.
However, we will support and respect the path you choose.

All the best

 

[_Minsk]

I edited your post @MewtwoIsAlive.
Encouraging is not allowed here, please respect the rules, thanks.