What's the point of life if it NEVER gets any better?

[Darkover]

There's absolutely no help for me. I'm a broken human being beyond repair.

I'm fucking sick of life, and the only thing it has to offer is more and more and more and more AND MORE pain, suffering and misery.

Why shouldn't I end myself? I keep asking, and there is absolutely no reason why I shouldn't. There is nothing worth staying alive for, no one worth sticking around for, there's just...nothing.

Life has no meaning. Universe doesn't give a shit about us. Just live and hope to die peacefully

i just wish i would die right now and be done with this living misery in hell

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally could never see a point. Existing is just undesirable and meaningless suffering that just leads to decay and death. I see existing as nothing more than a process of waiting around to die, to me it's just so unnecessary, all that existence does is create problems there was never a need for. But anyway I understand why you'd feel so tired of it all, existence is just so cruel and futile.

 

[user56765567]

I can't seem to find any good answer to this either for all my time spent looking. Everything seem to be in this cycle of pain, decay, and decadence from said pain and decay. Always chasing after things that will never completely satisfy your body. I am just so tired of concepts like hunger, thirst, and loneliness. Its just seems like some cruel cosmic joke that this place even exist in the first place, so futile and unnecessary. I am just so tired of it all too.

 

[Golden]

Been asking myself that question for years, haven't got an answer

 

[Passersby]

Same here. I don't have the answer either. It's just the same thing everyday and waiting to die when we never asked to be here in the first place. One day we just wake up and we are alive and here, then we are forced to do all this stuff. It's a joke. We are forced to occupy our time with something and find meaning. If we don't love it then we are looked down on in society. Someday though we will all die and it will finally be over but it just can't come soon enough.

 

[mia_qwerty]

Im broken beyond repair too. That's my reason for ending it. I have no choice. Because im not able to build a life. I can't even sleep without meds and that not proper sleep. I'll never not be in pain.

 

[CTB Dream]

No resn stay all pain sffr

 

[sanlcx]

I think life would be worth living it there weren't that many diseases and illnesses, chronic pain, if we could have romantic partners that genuinely loves us (if love even really exists) and would never ever think about betraying or cheating on us (which is what happens in most relationships, sadly), if the economy wasn't as shit as it is right now.

Hell, i'm unemployed for ages and can't get hired for the life of me, if things weren't so damn expensive, if the government wasn't so corrupted as it is (maybe it would be even better if a government didn't exist at all, they just rob you through taxes), etc. etc..

Lots and lots of bad and negative things about life, they massively outweigh the good things, which is not that much. Plus, your whole life is totally predetermined by your genetics, brain chemistry and the environment u grew up in. All of your life, everything that happens is already predetermined, also there is no such things as free will, every action u decide to make was already decided by your brain some seconds ago (u can look it up if u want, it's true), so yeah everything that happens in your life is already predetermined.

There are some poor dudes who were born short and ugly (or/and with micro penises, mental illnesses, i don't know, so many bullshit can happen) and has a really hard time in life, while there are others who won the genetic lottery and live life on easy mode. Life is a totally unfair bitch. If i say this to people, they will call me "super negative", that i have depression, and that i can just see the bad things in life i can't see the good.

But it's not like that, it's just that there are sooo much more bad things than good in this world, kinda like a 80-20 (maybe even 90-10) ratio,if it was more like 60/40 then it would be fine, i don't think life should only have good things, it's ok to have SOME suffering, but not this brutal suffering there is in life right now, it's really disproportionate. i can't help but notice and talk more about the bad stuff, you know? Yeah, there are good things too, but they get overwhelmed by the bad.

All we can hope is that the future will be much better than now, maybe then life won't be so bad.

 

[Gonnerr]

When you go in a downward spiral , its over , its better to off yourself.

That's why youth is great, you are healthy and can overcome a lot of stuff but when your health leaves you , its over.

 

[F@#$]

There's absolutely no help for me. I'm a broken human being beyond repair.

I'm fucking sick of life, and the only thing it has to offer is more and more and more and more AND MORE pain, suffering and misery.

Why shouldn't I end myself? I keep asking, and there is absolutely no reason why I shouldn't. There is nothing worth staying alive for, no one worth sticking around for, there's just...nothing.

Life has no meaning. Universe doesn't give a shit about us. Just live and hope to die peacefully

i just wish i would die right now and be done with this living misery in hell

I feel the same way. There's no getting better for me.I know I'm going to most likely die by my own hands. The only real reason I'm still breathing is that I'm planning some nasty revenge and I'd like to leave as many problems,chaos and trauma as I can when I go.

 

[EternalShore]

I was thinking about this earlier~ Is there even any reason to live anymore? As of recent, I've leaned towards not tbh?
Hope is the worst best thing ever! >_<

 

[Meditation guide]

I'm sorry all of you that you are suffering. I am too. I try to think of all the rest of you who are suffering and hope it's not as bad as mine.
I wish I could fix all of us. I feel helpless.

 

[Strawberry Moon]

There's absolutely no help for me. I'm a broken human being beyond repair.

I'm fucking sick of life, and the only thing it has to offer is more and more and more and more AND MORE pain, suffering and misery.

Why shouldn't I end myself? I keep asking, and there is absolutely no reason why I shouldn't. There is nothing worth staying alive for, no one worth sticking around for, there's just...nothing.

Life has no meaning. Universe doesn't give a shit about us. Just live and hope to die peacefully

i just wish i would die right now and be done with this living misery in hell

Took the thoughts right out of my head.

 

[ADeadBunny]

Yeah, I completely understand how you feel. Sometimes I think that I might want to see what happens in the next 5 maybe 10 years, but as that thought passes through my head I remember I can't endure much more of this. You may feel the same way, but I know that I was doomed from the start.

Life doesn't get better, it only gets worse. Better for me was a long time ago when I was consumed by ignorance, it really was bliss. Now I hope to find a new bliss in death. When my local AirGas opens up again I'll have the nitrogen I need to ctb.

I can only hope that you find peace somehow.
I hope your pain washes away soon, friend.

 

[asian.neet]

There's absolutely no help for me. I'm a broken human being beyond repair.

I'm fucking sick of life, and the only thing it has to offer is more and more and more and more AND MORE pain, suffering and misery.

Why shouldn't I end myself? I keep asking, and there is absolutely no reason why I shouldn't. There is nothing worth staying alive for, no one worth sticking around for, there's just...nothing.

Life has no meaning. Universe doesn't give a shit about us. Just live and hope to die peacefully

i just wish i would die right now and be done with this living misery in hell

at the risk of sounding pro-life, I do say that it does get better.

HOWEVER

It works like this: there's ups and downs in life. But the waves get more extreme as you go through life.

The last part, none of us signed up for that, and at the end of the day I think you nailed it. It never gets better, but the reason why is because of very unstable ups and downs.

We didn't sign up for this emotional rollercoaster. It was in fact uncalled for. But that's how life works.

Anyway yea fuck this life if it gets better its more of an unstable rollercoaster and that is way worse.

Fuck this life man we didn't sign up for this

 

[vanilladust]

I've been asking myself this for two weeks already. Am I living or just existing? I am existing with barely any will to exist. I hate the waves of good and bad. It just gives me anxiety knowing it'll end one day or leave. And people say better things will come, but what if I was just fine with what I had? Why do I have to suffer for things to get better when everything was fine before?

 

[tidal1]

I feel the same way. There's no getting better for me.I know I'm going to most likely die by my own hands. The only real reason I'm still breathing is that I'm planning some nasty revenge and I'd like to leave as many problems,chaos and trauma as I can when I go.

Just out of curiosity and you dont need to share if you feel uncomfortable but what kind of revenge/problems/chaos?

 

[fishlover]

There's absolutely no help for me. I'm a broken human being beyond repair.

I'm fucking sick of life, and the only thing it has to offer is more and more and more and more AND MORE pain, suffering and misery.

Why shouldn't I end myself? I keep asking, and there is absolutely no reason why I shouldn't. There is nothing worth staying alive for, no one worth sticking around for, there's just...nothing.

Life has no meaning. Universe doesn't give a shit about us. Just live and hope to die peacefully

i just wish i would die right now and be done with this living misery in hell

every day i just keep getting proof that life isnt worth living. i thought maybe there was some hope, but that was just me being stupid.

 

[NeedAnEscape]

That's the question that I have been asking myself every day for years. The pain of living never stopped. I don't know if life can ever get better than this.

 

[F@#$]

Just out of curiosity and you dont need to share if you feel uncomfortable but what kind of revenge/problems/chaos?

Just out of curiosity and you dont need to share if you feel uncomfortable but what kind of revenge/problems/chaos?

Nothing specific yet. I'll surely fuck up my finances just because. Stir up problems. Not really sure yet.

 

[greebo6]

There really is no point. Its one reason I want to go.

 

[Orbitc]

I feel the same way. There's no getting better for me.I know I'm going to most likely die by my own hands. The only real reason I'm still breathing is that I'm planning some nasty revenge and I'd like to leave as many problems,chaos and trauma as I can when I go.

I feel the same. Many people condemn the desire for revenge, but I think that if you do not punish someone who has done you wrong, that person will harm someone next time with more confidence because he will not have the understanding that he can be punished. The absence of fear frees your hands. The punishment for any bad, vile action should be several times greater than the harm of this action - so that the person next time would be afraid to do the same bad thing to other people. He must develop an understanding that his bad intentions can cost him dearly. You should not allow anyone to offend you.

 

[slowlyrotting]

I haven't been able to find an answer either, even though I've been wondering this for years. Life seems to continually get worse for me, and at this point my only reason is to not cause harm to someone else. That reason has been slowly waning though, and it's not anything that's helping me, just someone else. I keep trying to find a better reason but I haven't quite gotten it yet, if there's a point out there at all.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Been asking myself that question for years, haven't got an answer

It's just the same old pointless drivel.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

There is no point

 

[pasho25000]

i coudnt agree more

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

I'm the same. Psychiatrists haven't helped in 25 years. Noone has any answers. I just want to be gone. But having a gf makes it hard to kms. And society makes it harder still. Fuck life, I want out

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I've been trying to find the answer to this question for years. I haven't found one and don't think there ever will. There's absolutely no point in life, no point in doing anything, it's all meaningless. Nobody's going to remember us or what we did in 50 years or so.

 

[NeedAnEscape]

This is exactly how I ended up relapsing. Nothing has gotten better over the past five years. The most I've been able to is distract my mind from the thoughts lingering in my head, but they always come back to the forefront eventually.

 

[Abyssal]

Was there ever a point?