NewDelhiGuy
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- Oct 5, 2018
- 84
In my current state of mind I dont see the point of life or in the very existence for that matter.
As long as i am in this body I am slave to it. Desires, pain, sorrow , happiness drive me.
I don't want to be the part of this game. I am feeling utterly neutral.
You feel horny , you have sex , you cum , it is over and then the circle repeats. Same for having good food, gadgets etc.
Only thing that troubles me a bit whether my consciousnesses will be lost once I am gone.
Or will I be just an observer? Or will there be any entity who will govern me and send me back in to reincarnation cycle?
I am neither sad nor happy at the moment.
Sorry if i didnt make sense!
I always felt that life didnt make sense.
As long as i am in this body I am slave to it. Desires, pain, sorrow , happiness drive me.
I don't want to be the part of this game. I am feeling utterly neutral.
You feel horny , you have sex , you cum , it is over and then the circle repeats. Same for having good food, gadgets etc.
Only thing that troubles me a bit whether my consciousnesses will be lost once I am gone.
Or will I be just an observer? Or will there be any entity who will govern me and send me back in to reincarnation cycle?
I am neither sad nor happy at the moment.
Sorry if i didnt make sense!
I always felt that life didnt make sense.