Im terrified whats the best easiest 100% successful way to end this I have to sort this out nw just kept hoping the deafening tinnitus and hyperacusis would stop and id get well and on with my life. Its now more than a person can stand ive never heard a noise this loud ever but in both ears and all normal sounds are creshendo deafening its horrific I was well happy calm have everything I could want cant believe its even happened to me or why from nowhere the anxiety of 3 years like this taken terrible toll I feel so ill look even worse. I still can only think jump I don't have enough meds, tried to suffocate myself, not strong enough to hang myself, cant get to Switzerland, how can this even happen I could have taken any condition but this anything no one can live with deafening noise both ears 24/7 its torture worse than torture ive run out of all medical options no cause coming up all I know is my ears and hearing were perfect an I was super fit health busy but so well happy and calm don't deserve this when I think just not come all was good more than good if only it would stop or just go down to how it was when it started one ear one noise I coped I had no amplifying no pressure or pain in my ears didn't hear it all day but dear God now its more than I cant take and I can stand a lot never thought I would have to end my life I thought I had years of happy ahead of me doing all I planned such hopes and dreams so much to still do I was sensible sane independent nothing I couldn't do or face I think the noise for 3 years now is driving me insane I cant stand to be insane I was the most logical person always happy I was never moody or down always helping everyone else tinnitus isn't like this hissing for years never bothered me once I thought it was atmospheric singing but this is deafening jet plane roaring with hammering and drilling but I cant stand any sound mot kettle or tap running my own voice makes my ears vibrate I so sick of it all but its the no quiet no peace ever never stops never down I dont even know what set it off I wish I did and wish I could at least get it down to a level I cant stand and live with but everyday its just going up and up and don't know why tinnitus doesn't destroy a person can anyone help me ive got to et it down or end this I never knew taking your own life was so hard but never had cause to I valued life my life and everyone elses worked so hard all my life thought my retirement wold be great time I was so well loved life my life im sorry going on but very frightend very tired feel very ill never knew anxiety cold make you this ill
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Suicidal Cheesecake
- Jun 2, 2020
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There are methods that are painless in the PPH and the Method Megathreads. We can not choose for you as that is against the guidelines.
Is it just the tinnitus driving you to want to end things?
Tinnitus can be just horrendous, I know all too well.
But it's a funny disease and in some cases it can get much quieter over time. There is BIG difference in ease of coping with quiet vs loud tinnitus.
I have seen cases where it's gone away after 4 years, though more commonly it's after 2. I've seen cases where it gets quieter after 5 years.
There's a huge link with stress so if you are finding it so stressful it makes you suicidal (understandably) that can make it louder. Vicious circle, but trying to ignore and stay calm can paradoxically make it quieter.
Have you been to a tinnitus clinic?? - the NHS runs these in some areas. Sometimes you have to push to get referred e.g. my GP told me there was no secondary care for tinnitus, but i went to a tinnitus support group and they told me about the local service. The clinic can see if you have the right hearing aids and give you maskers which can help.
Some of the support group people told me even if people are told they don't need a hearing aid, if they are properly assessed for hearing loss and given one it can help tinnitus.
Events Archive - Tinnitus UK
www.tinnitus.org.uk
You could try your local support group and ask them about tinntius clinics on the NHS
How we can help - Tinnitus UK
We provide free support to anyone living with or caring for someone with tinnitus. Call us on 0800 018 0527.
www.tinnitus.org.uk
The BTA have a great tinnitus helpline.
This is a good forum-tinnitustalk.com/
I KNOW how loud tinnitus can make you want to die. But I also know wanting to die due to a physical condition isn't always logical if there's a chance it can improve. Yes it might not. But there's a chance.
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I also have hyperacousis amd tinnitus . they are simply living hell. If one doesnt have lived it cant understand what it looks like . incredible sound sensitivity where even the smallest noice makes the ears vibrate ,pain and louder tinnitus . i have to wear all day long earmuffs and earplugs in order to be in my house and do simple things.even peeing agrevates my condition.cant have a shower the water splashing gives me pain .and i gets all worse everytime you hear something that is loud.like a door slaming.. It is leaving hell because even doctors dont take this serious .they just say it is what it is ,time will tell ,learn to leave with it. Nobody can leave a normal life with severe hyperacousis ,you cant do anything even going to the market.
I understand x
Ive tried everything possible to even get it down cope with it but its impossible im no wimp but just cant take the deafening noise I loved life was happy why did this come to spoil everything but to destroy me like this its cruel im sorry you have it I could have stood anything but this xIs it just the tinnitus driving you to want to end things?
Tinnitus can be just horrendous, I know all too well.
But it's a funny disease and in some cases it can get much quieter over time. There is BIG difference in ease of coping with quiet vs loud tinnitus.
I have seen cases where it's gone away after 4 years, though more commonly it's after 2. I've seen cases where it gets quieter after 5 years.
There's a huge link with stress so if you are finding it so stressful it makes you suicidal (understandably) that can make it louder. Vicious circle, but trying to ignore and stay calm can paradoxically make it quieter.
Have you been to a tinnitus clinic?? - the NHS runs these in some areas. Sometimes you have to push to get referred e.g. my GP told me there was no secondary care for tinnitus, but i went to a tinnitus support group and they told me about the local service. The clinic can see if you have the right hearing aids and give you maskers which can help.
Some of the support group people told me even if people are told they don't need a hearing aid, if they are properly assessed for hearing loss and given one it can help tinnitus.
Events Archive - Tinnitus UK
You could try your local support group and ask them about tinntius clinics on the NHS
How we can help - Tinnitus UK
We provide free support to anyone living with or caring for someone with tinnitus. Call us on 0800 018 0527.
The BTA have a great tinnitus helpline.
This is a good forum-tinnitustalk.com/
I KNOW how loud tinnitus can make you want to die. But I also know wanting to die due to a physical condition isn't always logical if there's a chance it can improve. Yes it might not. But there's a chance.
Yes just the tinnitus and hyperacusis nothing else I was fine before this started and never suffered anxiety in my life ever not even with cancer I have coped with a lot in my life but this I cant live with and ive tried and tried have to end this for quiet peace its tragicIs it just the tinnitus driving you to want to end things?
Tinnitus can be just horrendous, I know all too well.
But it's a funny disease and in some cases it can get much quieter over time. There is BIG difference in ease of coping with quiet vs loud tinnitus.
I have seen cases where it's gone away after 4 years, though more commonly it's after 2. I've seen cases where it gets quieter after 5 years.
There's a huge link with stress so if you are finding it so stressful it makes you suicidal (understandably) that can make it louder. Vicious circle, but trying to ignore and stay calm can paradoxically make it quieter.
Have you been to a tinnitus clinic?? - the NHS runs these in some areas. Sometimes you have to push to get referred e.g. my GP told me there was no secondary care for tinnitus, but i went to a tinnitus support group and they told me about the local service. The clinic can see if you have the right hearing aids and give you maskers which can help.
Some of the support group people told me even if people are told they don't need a hearing aid, if they are properly assessed for hearing loss and given one it can help tinnitus.
Events Archive - Tinnitus UK
You could try your local support group and ask them about tinntius clinics on the NHS
How we can help - Tinnitus UK
We provide free support to anyone living with or caring for someone with tinnitus. Call us on 0800 018 0527.
The BTA have a great tinnitus helpline.
This is a good forum-tinnitustalk.com/
I KNOW how loud tinnitus can make you want to die. But I also know wanting to die due to a physical condition isn't always logical if there's a chance it can improve. Yes it might not. But there's a chance.
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I know you're not a wimp. Have you tried hearing aids from a tinnitus clinic? I've even heard of people who when they get the right hearing aids with the right settings find the tinnitus goes down.
