Discussion What's something you'll miss before you ctb?

[dyingalone123]

Honestly, it's having good sex. I was and never a promiscuous person till now - I decreased my dosage on lexapro and I'm starting to feel something now. I still have pain and chronic insomnia. But I wish I didn't spend 3 years with a man that I had no chemistry with. Wish I went all out and had great sex. Catch that rush.

 

[Iwantedtodieforlong]

My childhood how happy i was and how innocent i was and watching pokemon related stuff because it reminds me of my childhood, my family my friends and whatnot

 

[PinkSakura]

good music

 

[dyingalone123]

Just wish I could hire a hot hitman - have the best sex in my life and just off me..

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Nothing I can really think of. Maybe pizza.

Just wish I could hire a hot hitman - have the best sex in my life and just off me..

Lol back in your cage, tiger!

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, nothing really. There are plenty of things that I will not miss, I could write a long list. I simply do not like living and I cannot enjoy anything. All I want is to be free from this this world. Death is the only thing I look forward too.

 

[back_to_oblivion]

Premium Liquor.

 

[BobMorane]

pussy and good wine :/ oh and croissant au chocolat

 

[lofticries]

food. which is also quite funny considering my eating disorder is making my life miserable. what can i say food and i have a love/hate realtionship.

 

[agate]

Indeed intimacy. Sex. Just being touched. It's been so long . Years and years. Not that long ago a fly landed on my arm and for a second I thought "oh a touch"
Off course I get to hug my mom, but it's not the same. Though I'm thankful she's alive and well, if something happens to her my universe collapses.
I also miss having carefree wild fun. The kind of fun I could have when I was in my teens/twenties, though it was rare back then too because of years of OCD .

I will never feel like that again for sure.

 

[agate]

food. which is also quite funny considering my eating disorder is making my life miserable. what can i say food and i have a love/hate realtionship.

I also have a history of EDs . That's still a daily struggle as well, the overeating . Just purged again too , not too recently.

 

[lofticries]

I also have a history of EDs . That's still a daily struggle as well, the overeating . Just purged again too , not too recently.

with me its a cycle of overeating and starving.

i used to binge and purge as well until it started messing with my stomach. i hope you find a way to overcome your ed but i understand how hard it can be. unlike alcohol and drugs food is needed to survive.

 

[SleepDealer]

Warmth and comfort. I desperately want to die in the comfort of my own bed with my arms wrapped around my favorite plush. Unfortunately, no method available to me offers such a luxury.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Can't miss sex and intimacy if I've never experienced it in the first place.

I'd definitely miss getting excited for future movies, games, and show episodes so not much in the grand scheme of things.

 

[AntHydra]

Doubt I'll miss anything once it's truly done. But I most dread leaving behind my characters, who are my life's work and my life's blood. Must sound silly to some people here, but I can't say I care. I hope to will them to my best friend if she is still accessible to me at the time of my ctb.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Nothing.