nummie
Chronically silly
- Feb 24, 2023
- 11
Question for anyone reading this post, is there something/ someone thats keeping you alive?
I dont know if there are some BL fans here but personally its the only thing thats keeping me alive.
I had a massive argument with my family and I really felt like i was going to end it all. I was here looking for ways and making a plan and i was going to get on my laptop to write some goodbye notes to my friends when i found my BL website open.
I genuinely started sobbing. If i actually do die, i'll never know how these stories end. Ive grown attatched so so many of these characters and theyve brought me so much comfort. Like in "Jinx", will jaekyung and kim dan get married?? I want to see that play out, i want to keep living for these fictional gay men.
This might sound pathetic, but i honestly couldnt bring myself to suicide after thinking about all the BL stories i'd be missing out on.
I dont know if there are some BL fans here but personally its the only thing thats keeping me alive.
I had a massive argument with my family and I really felt like i was going to end it all. I was here looking for ways and making a plan and i was going to get on my laptop to write some goodbye notes to my friends when i found my BL website open.
I genuinely started sobbing. If i actually do die, i'll never know how these stories end. Ive grown attatched so so many of these characters and theyve brought me so much comfort. Like in "Jinx", will jaekyung and kim dan get married?? I want to see that play out, i want to keep living for these fictional gay men.
This might sound pathetic, but i honestly couldnt bring myself to suicide after thinking about all the BL stories i'd be missing out on.
