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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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When I read about the war of Ukraine and Russia I start to ask me questions like that. It is unlikely but still it is possible.
I live in Germany we could be a target of a nuke.
I don't know I am ambivalent. For me personally it was relieving I think. The thought that this can happen comforted me in a weird way. I don't want to commit suicide but I feel forced to do so due to horrible circumstances. I don't want to do it by my own. I wish I could have an accident which would be quickly lethal. Or something I have no responsiblity for. Something I cannot change anyway.
I really imagined it vivedly this notion. I think I would try to comfort my friends and family in case that happened. Usually I am the one who worriest the most but in this scenario I could be the strong one. I would feel very sorry for all the innocent people who would die. But I don't know I am not that most scared of the afterlife. I am rather anxious I could survive with severe damage. And with a nuke to the place where I live this is less likely. Okay one could say nuclear fallout etc. But then it was a different question.
I live in Germany we could be a target of a nuke.
I don't know I am ambivalent. For me personally it was relieving I think. The thought that this can happen comforted me in a weird way. I don't want to commit suicide but I feel forced to do so due to horrible circumstances. I don't want to do it by my own. I wish I could have an accident which would be quickly lethal. Or something I have no responsiblity for. Something I cannot change anyway.
I really imagined it vivedly this notion. I think I would try to comfort my friends and family in case that happened. Usually I am the one who worriest the most but in this scenario I could be the strong one. I would feel very sorry for all the innocent people who would die. But I don't know I am not that most scared of the afterlife. I am rather anxious I could survive with severe damage. And with a nuke to the place where I live this is less likely. Okay one could say nuclear fallout etc. But then it was a different question.