Discussion What would it take for you not to kill yourself?

[gymletethnicel]

I suppose we all have our problems. Some kill themselves over serious shit and others because of pathetic stuff such as not being able to the quarantine. But what is it that you want to make you want to be alive again?

In my case it would be having a girlfriend, which I am physically incapable of having because of my genetics.

 

[Squiddy]

Actually being competent, being able to articulate myself well verbally, have a good memory and not having any mental illnesses

 

[Good4Nothing]

A job I don't hate and a kind woman who loves me.
I just want to enjoy my life, but it seems that's too much to ask.

 

[RileyTanaka]

To be healthy and able bodied. That singular and likely impossible request will probably be my downfall.

 

[Winston]

What would it take not to kill myself?
My gun jams or gets confiscated, and absolutely no other alternative resources available.
I know that's not what you meant, gymletethnicel, but it is the truth. ; )

 

[mediocre]

If I felt physically well or even just ok. If I could manage my pain. I will always be mentally ill I just have to accept that.

 

[Shinbu]

If someone would decimate the universe with a weapon built by aliens that's what it will take. If someone destroyed it, I believe the domino effect will happen if I used that right, because no one will have to suffer anymore. I wouldn't have to kill myself because this galaxy has been destroyed because our universe was. Even then if it was destroyed there could be a parallel universe which frightens me, the multiverse theory is scary.

 

[FluffyDove]

My stalker/ex to admit to my family, child's family and friends that he lied about everything so my little one can come home. But he won't

 

[Vault of Memories]

A time machine for starters

 

[deadpixels]

A time machine for starters

And even if I had that machine, I'm still not sure.

 

[NekoNomNom]

A time machine would help. Reconciling with my ex would be better.

 

[stillweary]

I want God or whatever entity that decided to curse my life to leave me alone.

 

[Ardesevent]

Being able to live apart from everyone else. Just staying home all day and not having to know or worry about anything at all would be great.

 

[disabledandhopeless]

Change my whole body, change my whole family, and turn back the time please

 

[DeathNoot]

Honestly money... it sounds lame, but I can handle my shit mental health by itself. What I fail to do is function in society because of it. Couldn't care less if I'm alone for the rest of my life. If I had the money I'd become a recluse cat lady and be more than comfortable with it. At best maybe I could take the time to beat agoraphobia so I'll just be a regular cat lady, not a recluse. But of course in order to get money one has to function well (in most cases).

 

[2nd Zed]

Nothing. If I had the best life on earth I'd still kill myself. Because I HATE everything about this existence

 

[lymestolemylife]

To be healthy and able bodied. That singular and likely impossible request will probably be my downfall.

Same here Riley.

 

[mathieu]

To not have any mental illness.

 

[Final Escape]

Honestly money... it sounds lame, but I can handle my shit mental health by itself. What I fail to do is function in society because of it. Couldn't care less if I'm alone for the rest of my life. If I had the money I'd become a recluse cat lady and be more than comfortable with it. At best maybe I could take the time to beat agoraphobia so I'll just be a regular cat lady, not a recluse. But of course in order to get money one has to function well (in most cases).

Same.

 

[iquitcountingstars]

I suppose if someone killed me first lmao

 

[Tintypographer]

If I could go back in time and stop myself from marrying her. Grab myself and shout, "she will ruin your life and make you want to die every single day". And then threaten to kill myself then instead of suffering for years and then kill yourself anyway.

 

[du2497]

Having any sort of motivation or sense of self worth would be a nice start.

 

[ssaaahmo]

Nothing, because all the shit that's happening is permanent and won't change and can't be changed. It's sad but I'd rather it happen to me than someone else. I try to think of things to live for but nothing brings any joy or comfort or happiness.

 

[idek]

To be some kind of mentally stable...
So that I'm not always analyzing everything I do... so that I can be always be the kind, compassionate person I want to be?
But you'd have to erase my PTSD and co-occuring mental illnesses to make that one happen...
And my stupid monkey brain that loves getting drunk, despite how much I kinda hate it, just to get some numbness or feel good.

In short: not even possible.

 

[TastySorrow]

A time machine for starters

I feel like there's some chance I would avoid my past mistakes if I could travel back in time, but I'd find another new way to mess up anyways. I'm resigned to it being my nature.

Money could either buy me some time until I collapse again or a whole painful life shored up with artificial happiness.

 

[Kain10th]

Seeing a future that doesn't end in pain and misery for me and those around me

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

For him to call me back between now & Thursday night, apologize and say he wants to see me... hahahaha bwahahaha..rotflmao

 

[your pathologist]

Being able to stop myself from ever taking any antidepressants that fucked with my sleep and caused me to lose the last 2 years to being in a clouded mess of a brain

 

[the end is near]

relatively good health and a substantial amount of money

 

[Mooshi]

The past would have to be rewritten, society would have to become more open-minded, I would have to stop hating humanity, I'd have to not have any mental illnesses, I'd have to be more competent, and I would have to stop being me.