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lifewasawillow

You’re losing me
Nov 12, 2023
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I wanna take 13 ibuprofen I know it won't kill me before anyone tells me that, for once that is not the aim (ironically), I want it to make me violently sick/make me sleep/make me feel shit. What will happen if I do? I've tried to fight doing it for a couple of days I just need to get it out of my system and hurt myself as much as possible. Ideally puke my guts out, I've posted a thread a while back about how I can't make myself throw up by sticking my fingers down the back of my throat. Why is life so exhausting, I'd prefer to be in a coma or something at this point. Anyone who ODed before willing to share their experience?
 
hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
785
if throwing up's ur goal i'd recommend just getting violently drunk.
 
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cytokinestorm

cytokinestorm

Member
Apr 19, 2020
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It might end up damaging your stomach lining, which is really painful.
 
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lifewasawillow

You’re losing me
Nov 12, 2023
219
if throwing up's ur goal i'd recommend just getting violently drunk.
I don't throw up even with alcohol, or maybe I've never had enough but when I get drunk I just feel super super nauseous and gag sometimes but I don't ever end up actually throwing up. The only times I've thrown up both of those times it was due to food poisoning, nothing else seems to make me sick. I don't know what's wrong with me lol.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,218
I think you can get OTC emetics. Eat a heavy meal then ingest the emetics, that should make you puke a lot. I don't think you'd pass out from it but you can also drink a bottle of vodka quickly, that's in case you can go through with that. That's better than trying to harm yourself with a painkiller.

Anyway I don't recommend it.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,225
Never take od of painkillers, be it for ctb or the intended purpose you mentioned. There is a good chance it could damage your organs. Like mentioned above you could try eating a heavy meal and taking the medicine that makes you throw up.
 
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The Schizoid

The Schizoid

Specialist
Oct 24, 2023
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I wanna take 13 ibuprofen I know it won't kill me before anyone tells me that, for once that is not the aim (ironically), I want it to make me violently sick/make me sleep/make me feel shit. What will happen if I do? I've tried to fight doing it for a couple of days I just need to get it out of my system and hurt myself as much as possible. Ideally puke my guts out, I've posted a thread a while back about how I can't make myself throw up by sticking my fingers down the back of my throat. Why is life so exhausting, I'd prefer to be in a coma or something at this point. Anyone who ODed before willing to share their experience?
I'd highly suggest trying to do something healthy to resolve these problems not just destroying yourself.
 

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