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redsendtend

redsendtend

there's a heaven
Feb 13, 2026
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How will my body look after I die in the noose?

How will it be deformed, if it will be?

Are there any ways to try and make my body as presentable as possible?
 
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ScaredCutter

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On my way
Jan 28, 2026
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Its one of the less gruesome methods
Your tongue might be sticking out bruising around the neck
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Topaz111

Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
Mar 9, 2026
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Perhaps fasting and "emptying" yourself with laxatives beforehand will prevent/reduce the post death defecation? I'm pretty sure at least some marking on the neck is inevitable, my first FSH attempt I only hung for a few seconds but still got a red mark that stayed around for days (my attempt failed because the rope broke)
 
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flatyeticorn

All I ever wanted was medical care
Aug 10, 2023
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It's one of the less horrible post-death visuals.

Your skin will be gaunt and gray-blue. Your tongue will be swollen and out of your mouth more than likely. You will have eliminated all your bodily waste (all bodies experience this), you will have slightly bulged eyes from the pressure and a rope mark.

All of those things are well hidden by mortuaries
 
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Slipknot_XV

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Mar 25, 2026
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Hola
Estoy en la misma situación que tú, pensando en la suspensión completa. No sé cómo me quedará el cuerpo, que no creo que sea nada del otro mundo. Supongo que los mayores cambios estarán en mi cara: ojos y labios hinchados, una lengua gruesa y protuberante, y una marca en el cuello.

Por eso pensaba ponerme una máscara, gafas de sol y un sombrero, o un pasamontañas con gafas de sol. Así, al menos quien me encuentre no tendrá una vista tan desagradable.

cuando tome mi cuerpo,
Espero que lo dejen lo más presentable posible.

Si necesitas hablar de algo, estoy aquí para ayudarte.
Un abrazo y ánimo.
 
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