Discussion What will go through your head before you die?

[LittleMoose]

What do you think will go through your head before you die? Will it be happy memories you had, your traumatic experiences, something someone said to you, etc. I'm curious what other people believe their final thoughts will be.

 

[VeryShy]

A bullet. Sorry, jk

 

[dolemitedrums]

To the extent that it is within my control, I'll be thinking about better times with people I care about and especially those I have loved and who are gone. As to what will happen when it's beyond my control...hopefully more of that but I guess it will be out of my hands.

 

[Xe-]

It would probably be a realization of "oh shit, I'm dying".

Or it's a now or nothing situation where I don't feel anything or I feel everything. Idk, I don't think about it too much.

 

[N33dT0D13]

"Wow I fucked up"
It just seems so inevitable as a last thought lmao I fuck everything up, of course I'll feel dread and regret when I die, can't wait lmao

 

[Forever Sleep]

I really hope this works...

 

[fleetingnight]

I hope nothing, except maybe a sense of relief

I hope not "I change my mind."

What about you?

 

[chester]

What do you think will go through your head before you die? Will it be happy memories you had, your traumatic experiences, something someone said to you, etc. I'm curious what other people believe their final thoughts will be.

The memory of my fiancee dying while I was holding her hand. And imagining she's with me holding mine.

 

[Scorpio moon gal]

relief..

 

[borderlinee]

Probably regret, my survival instincts are pretty strong.

 

[rokonie]

I feel like SI will kick in for most people no matter how badly they wanted it before tbh. So I guess i'd be pretty scared.

 

[Rhymester]

Disgust.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Whew finally getting out of this nightmare of all nightmares hell of all hells to wonderful non-existence like before I was born.... I had the courage to do the only rational act of this miserable life my suicide to Non-existence to infinity and beyond, the ultimate victory getting me out of the inherent danger of living , non-existence forever the ultimate bliss

 

[ADBoy777]

I believe some kind of euphoria mixed with fear of being "saved" or fail

 

[etherealspring]

probably something like "oh shit, I'm really doing this" or "I really fucking hope this works"

 

[FuneralCry]

If I knew for certain that I'd never suffer in this existence again then I'd feel at peace, I'd be relieved for this cruel, torturous existence that has caused me nothing but pain to finally disappear into nothingness, I only wish to be unconscious for all eternity where all is permanently forgotten about.

 

[zeropercentangel]

Probably just fear. I don't really have any fond memories and I didn't achieve anything so there's nothing to remember. I definitely won't miss this place.

 

[wristcutangel]

relief, probably. maybe a little frustration. probably anxiety on if i might still survive.

 

[outrider567]

The memory of my fiancee dying while I was holding her hand. And imagining she's with me holding mine.

Same here, although she was my girlfriend of 35 years
Won't be much time to think with Nitrogen, will be taking steady breaths, watching my heart rate go up and my O2 level go down, until I pass out into oblivion--I think my final thought will be Fall of 2003 when Patti and I saw the best Fall colors ever, on Rt 114 in NE Vermont....on that cloudy cold day......

 

[DeathSleep]

All the reasons why I want to/have to CTB. Hope that it'll work. Relief that I'm leaving this behind. Fear of what may come next.