monetpompo
૮ • ﻌ - ა
- Apr 21, 2025
- 589
i've been super bored and unmotivated recently so i haven't been interested in anything lately.
i typically only play games on my pc. i've been working on getting my 2ds repaired soon, so it's been in my drawer not getting any use. i'm avoiding shows/movies right now because i'm dealing with heavy rumination right now and i get lost in my own thoughts too often. i used to watch movies more frequently but that was when my friend still lived in town with me, 9 months ago now. i get too sad watching them alone.
i don't really play any games. recently i've been playing disco elysium but i need to take breaks from it occassionally because the story is really heavy. i used to play a lot of gacha games when i was younger but the gameplay loop was really unsatisfying to me. i also had a time where i tried to get into fighting games, but it's hard to feel motivated when my self loathing gets really bad. i always liked cozy games, but they don't help with rumination as much as they used to because grinding is really mind numbing and boring after a while. i can't enjoy games like slime rancher or stardew valley after a certain point because they get too tedious. it's hard for me to list the games i actually like. i have the most fun playing emulated games or games on my 2ds. i like dungeon crawlers a lot, so shin megami tensei and etrian oddysey are one of my favorite game series.
it's been hard for me to fill my time lately. today i rode on my bike again, but it was steaming hot so i immediately wanted to go back inside.
i typically only play games on my pc. i've been working on getting my 2ds repaired soon, so it's been in my drawer not getting any use. i'm avoiding shows/movies right now because i'm dealing with heavy rumination right now and i get lost in my own thoughts too often. i used to watch movies more frequently but that was when my friend still lived in town with me, 9 months ago now. i get too sad watching them alone.
i don't really play any games. recently i've been playing disco elysium but i need to take breaks from it occassionally because the story is really heavy. i used to play a lot of gacha games when i was younger but the gameplay loop was really unsatisfying to me. i also had a time where i tried to get into fighting games, but it's hard to feel motivated when my self loathing gets really bad. i always liked cozy games, but they don't help with rumination as much as they used to because grinding is really mind numbing and boring after a while. i can't enjoy games like slime rancher or stardew valley after a certain point because they get too tedious. it's hard for me to list the games i actually like. i have the most fun playing emulated games or games on my 2ds. i like dungeon crawlers a lot, so shin megami tensei and etrian oddysey are one of my favorite game series.
it's been hard for me to fill my time lately. today i rode on my bike again, but it was steaming hot so i immediately wanted to go back inside.
Last edited: