what to get, without being sus

[edsin78]

if a guy I know that gets light stuff for me, can get better stuff for me...(I am in France), what could I ask him to get me to be lethal 500% but without arousing suspicions, I told him I'm depressed and the other stuff helps (it does), so told him I might ask for something stronger for xmas... what could I ask that he thinks that I just want to have fun and not ctb?

I hope I make sense, I'm on that stuff that keeps me just barely going and a big anniversary thing is coming up so...

And pls don't tell me about not ctb on stuff he gave me etc he would be etc... I'm at that point where it's this or the train so please don't but I understand your point and I'm sorry.

 

[sos]

why would such a guy be the judge of whatever youre doing with what your purchasing from him

sounds like a dealer and they only care about the money so couldnt care less about whatever happens after

 

[edsin78]

He just knows where to find stuff for himself so he gets some for me at the same time. Doesn't matter, he knows me and we work together, don't want it to be any suspicion for him. Just looking for information, not for that kind of comment, it's ok.

 

[astr4]

you're probably gonna be looking for barbiturates, n isn't really available anymore but there are other barbiturates that in high enough doses are used for death penalty executions and the like.

 

[finishLana]

some hardcore opioids like fentanyl, nitazenes