Hi,
I'll keep it short but was looking for advice about what to do if SN goes wrong. Basically I did my 48 hour protocol last week and freaked out beyond belief at the end - I never imagine that I would get myself into such a panic & mess. It's a week later and the emotional turmoil and upset still weights heavy.
There were a few things with I think stood in the way that caused me not to go through with it. I'm the greatest overthinker - can't do much about that but maybe if someone knew the answers to my questions it might help?
So, from my understanding most unsuccessful SN attempts are from lack of purity, being found, calling for help. I live alone so won't be found, the purity is 98% so fine....
I'm worried I will vomit even with meto, I have a weak stomach (not medical just problems with food). If I vomit I know to take another glass but ill never be sure I've vomited the whole amount so then could have 'too much' SN in my system which I understand leads to a more painful death.
I'm worried how much pain I can endure, I'm aware most people are unconscious within about 40 minutes it seems. Is this the case or can it go for on hours? My worry is, as much as I feel this is the right decision for me, given my level of panic if I'm still alive and in pain in hours will I end up calling an ambulance...which I 100% do not want to do.
If I do wake up and not die, do I need to seek medical help? What does SN do to you if you don't vomit it? or maybe just vomit a little and then wake up?
My biggest fear is ending up I'm hospital and I know that's what stopped me from going ahead. I understand how SN works but what I'm not as educated on is what to do 'if' it doesn't.. ...
Is anyone able to help out on, will I be in pain for hours (or am I being dramatic) and what I do if I take the SN? Do I need to seek medical help?
Thank you for helping out an overthinker!
I'll keep it short but was looking for advice about what to do if SN goes wrong. Basically I did my 48 hour protocol last week and freaked out beyond belief at the end - I never imagine that I would get myself into such a panic & mess. It's a week later and the emotional turmoil and upset still weights heavy.
There were a few things with I think stood in the way that caused me not to go through with it. I'm the greatest overthinker - can't do much about that but maybe if someone knew the answers to my questions it might help?
So, from my understanding most unsuccessful SN attempts are from lack of purity, being found, calling for help. I live alone so won't be found, the purity is 98% so fine....
I'm worried I will vomit even with meto, I have a weak stomach (not medical just problems with food). If I vomit I know to take another glass but ill never be sure I've vomited the whole amount so then could have 'too much' SN in my system which I understand leads to a more painful death.
I'm worried how much pain I can endure, I'm aware most people are unconscious within about 40 minutes it seems. Is this the case or can it go for on hours? My worry is, as much as I feel this is the right decision for me, given my level of panic if I'm still alive and in pain in hours will I end up calling an ambulance...which I 100% do not want to do.
If I do wake up and not die, do I need to seek medical help? What does SN do to you if you don't vomit it? or maybe just vomit a little and then wake up?
My biggest fear is ending up I'm hospital and I know that's what stopped me from going ahead. I understand how SN works but what I'm not as educated on is what to do 'if' it doesn't.. ...
Is anyone able to help out on, will I be in pain for hours (or am I being dramatic) and what I do if I take the SN? Do I need to seek medical help?
Thank you for helping out an overthinker!
