What to do after losing almost all care for others? (loss of humanity?)

[HappiestAngel]

My apathy has continuously gotten worse for all of my life and recently it's gotten to a point where i cannot care about others anymore. A while ago I was with family and that was nice but now that I'm home again i don't think about them at all. It's not like I have a busy life or anything either, my mind just feels empty. I used to have close contact with friends from highschool. Used to talk to them almost everyday online and we'd meet up every month or so. But 6 months ago smth suddenly changed. I felt so empty and while being around those friends and family i was just pretending. I suddenly got no joy from doing anything with them anymore, and i honestly didn't care about anything they had to say. idk why i suddenly became like this but I suppose i have always been getting worse.
i have slowly lost contact with friends and family has been a lot less too. When my grandma died a month ago i felt nothing. I was very close to her, the first several years of my childhood we lived with her and after my family moved out we'd still see her at least once a week ussually more. i dont know what is wrong with me. Is this just a symptom of depression or if its something worse. I don't miss people anymore but i miss missing them I guess. I miss that feeling I used to have, where I'd wonder how someone was doing and care about what they had to say. Now I just pretend. And I'm honestly growing tired of it. I don't feel human anymore.

Anyone else dealt with anything similar? Is there a point to life if you can't care about other people?

 

[fairytale]

Yes, I've lived like this my whole life. There hasn't been a moment when I became like this. It's probably harder for you because you're not used to it. I spend a lot of time with people, but I don't care about them, I go for walks, exercise, read books, work, play video games. I can't cry at a friend's funeral, but I can give such a touching speech that everyone else will cry.
There are many things in the world besides caring for others. Your value is not equal to your usefulness to other people.

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

My apathy has continuously gotten worse for all of my life and recently it's gotten to a point where i cannot care about others anymore. A while ago I was with family and that was nice but now that I'm home again i don't think about them at all. It's not like I have a busy life or anything either, my mind just feels empty. I used to have close contact with friends from highschool. Used to talk to them almost everyday online and we'd meet up every month or so. But 6 months ago smth suddenly changed. I felt so empty and while being around those friends and family i was just pretending. I suddenly got no joy from doing anything with them anymore, and i honestly didn't care about anything they had to say. idk why i suddenly became like this but I suppose i have always been getting worse.
i have slowly lost contact with friends and family has been a lot less too. When my grandma died a month ago i felt nothing. I was very close to her, the first several years of my childhood we lived with her and after my family moved out we'd still see her at least once a week ussually more. i dont know what is wrong with me. Is this just a symptom of depression or if its something worse. I don't miss people anymore but i miss missing them I guess. I miss that feeling I used to have, where I'd wonder how someone was doing and care about what they had to say. Now I just pretend. And I'm honestly growing tired of it. I don't feel human anymore.

Anyone else dealt with anything similar? Is there a point to life if you can't care about other people?

I'm dealing with this right now, to a lesser extent.