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Johnzaga23
Student
- Dec 10, 2024
- 194
Ive been spending my last months ignoring my responsibilities and do nothing all day, while trying to make an exit plan which, for some reason, either due to incompetence or laziness, takes miserably long to be made. Meanwhile, I didnt even try therapy until very recently, and I didnt even try to live in the moment for once in my life, ignoring social anxiety since im gonna die anyways it shouldnt even matter, and at least try to live life for once before i decide to take it away, cause maybe, just maybe, i might find joy in life for once. But I didnt do anything. I just sit all day making a plan that shouldnt be taking so long to be made. Im a complete moron. And i dont even know if im gonna change.