nihilism44

nihilism44

trying my best
May 2, 2021
79


I'll start,
How to Disappear Completely by Radiohead
I feel like this song perfectly captures what it feels like to dissociate, it sounds like how I imagine death to feel, and it's damn beautiful.
 
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heretogethelp

Specialist
May 3, 2021
311
riders on the storm by the doors
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,187


Funeral Cry - Dark Sanctuary. This is what my username is named after and the song's lyrical contents are about wanting death to set us free from this life.
 
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Sans

Sans

Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
Oct 2, 2019
343



A simple yet beautiful melancholic song. A song from a game? How dumb. I imagine some may think that. But I'm not kidding. It brings to mind all the memories, the (few) happy and the sad, and stirs up a mental recollection of my whole life story leading up to my final moments.


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sacrificial lamb

sacrificial lamb

eldritch horror on his way home.
Apr 26, 2020
22


For some reason I feel like there's going to be so much Radiohead in this thread, haha.
I've been fantasizing about this for a bit too long.
 
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Bedrock48

Bedrock48

Dreadful damage, dreadful destiny
Feb 1, 2021
540
I feel like this song has been "the" song for a while. It seems fitting.

Honorable mention
 
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Trojan

Member
Apr 28, 2021
78
"And When I Die" by Blood, Sweat and Tears
it's perfect.
 
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Latios

Latios

Experienced
Nov 22, 2020
268
I've posted this on other threads but here is my choice



My interpretation of it is that there's what sounds like a baby crying (someone who's just entered life) and an ambulance siren (for someone who's just exited life)...if I was looking over my life the first question I would ask would by ``why?'' Why did small things x, y, and z happen that dramatically altered my life (both good and bad)? The main lyrics ``don't ask my why'' tell us there's no explanation, so don't ask--things happen for no reason. For some reason, I find this thought comforting, that there's no explanation and no reason for why things happen to us -- they're just random, and there's no deeper reason that we might search for.

It's as if someone has just died, and they're expecting to find out some deep underlying plan/set of reasons for seemingly-random stuff that happened to them.....and they find out there is none...don't ask me why. :) The message and melody are very calming and reassuring...

I also find that the picture of an old-timey small rocky mountain town adds to the feelings of calming, of comfort and of contemplation...and I feel like the voice in the background at around 3:26 that sounds like it is saying ``...no matter what'' is comforting..

Hopefully this wasn't too rambling and pretentious lmao.
 
Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
Being a weirdo I'd probably play some upbeat happy song to contrast all the doom and gloom id be emitting.
Maybe 'Steal My Sunshine - Len' or 'Modern Love - David Bowie' Hehe, songs that make me feel a bit better.
I'd rather not go out crying.
 
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Jiroscope

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Apr 8, 2021
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A simple yet beautiful melancholic song. A song from a game? How dumb. I imagine some may think that. But I'm not kidding. It brings to mind all the memories, the (few) happy and the sad, and stirs up a mental recollection of my whole life story leading up to my final moments.


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That's a beautiful song from a great game, it's not dumb. If they think that, fuck em. It's your death.
 
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EDMisgood

EDMisgood

A Visionary
Mar 15, 2021
41
Tears in the Rain-Hans Zimmer
 
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I-can-only-imagine

I-can-only-imagine

Student
Apr 26, 2021
135
The song from the credits of the third lord of the rings:

Annie Lennox 'into the west'

The words really resonate about coming to journeys end
 
Downbylife

Downbylife

Member
Feb 27, 2021
62


This anime had all the emotions that teared me apart, soundtrack is brilliant aswell
 
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Sans

Sans

Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
Oct 2, 2019
343
I may have already answered this thread once, but I've got another song I may fancy swinging to:



A very happy and upbeat song... a reminder of the happiness that I was denied in life.
 
UseItOrLoseIt

UseItOrLoseIt

1O'8
Dec 4, 2020
2,217
"The Sound of Silence" turned on mute. The original version.
 
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lanax09

lanax09

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
231
I'd like to die to the sound of rain and maybe some thunder and wind when I take the jump. However, I do kind of like the idea of dying listening to doin your mom jfl
 
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greyismyfavecolor

greyismyfavecolor

Member
Jul 16, 2020
26
I haven't thought about it yet, honestly. But good choice OP. I really like that song too.
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
Just sound of water and birds... Seagulls screaming. The Earth has music for those who listen :'(
 
xkonstantinexx

xkonstantinexx

Member
Jun 11, 2021
78


For some reason I can imagine passing on with this.
 
grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
Most likely this song. It's (probably) the last song my idol, Tomasz Beksiński, listenned to before his suicide. I have to admit that his music taste was gorgeous. Lullaby to eternal sleep. Good night.
 
𖣴 nadia 𖣴

𖣴 nadia 𖣴

...member...
Dec 15, 2021
252
If only CTB was this peaceful and easy.

SYML - Where's my Love



Cold bones, yeah, that's my love
She hides away, like a ghost
Does she know that we bleed the same?
Don't wanna cry but I break that way
Cold sheets, but where's my love?
I am searching high
I'm searching low in the night
Does she know that we bleed the same?
Don't wanna cry but I break that way
Did she run away?
Did she run away, I don't know
If she ran away
If she ran away, come back home
Just come home
I got a fear, oh, in my blood
She was carried up into the clouds, high above
If you've bled, I bleed the same
If you're scared, I'm on my way
Did you run away?
Did you run away, I don't need to know
If you ran away
If you ran away, come back home
Just come home
 
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LingeringUnreal

LingeringUnreal

dumb of ass
Dec 14, 2021
118
SN takes a while so I'd have a whole playlist, but if I could pick the exact moment, definitely this one I've been obsessed with for months.

 
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tieiwi

Experienced
Dec 11, 2021
240

Idk if the video will show up. It's Yume Utsutsu by Lamp. I've been delaying my ctb date because I still want to keep listening to it…
 

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