Yeah, I guess it does. I relate so much to the "The dreams where I'm dying are the best I've ever had" line too. I wish every day that I could just have a cardiac arrest or something and just die instantly not having to worry about SI ever again and also making it easier on everybody around me who loves me. If only it was that easy :/
Same, I wish that I could just drop dead as well. I'm just so done with life.
"All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere"
This describes my peers who are advancing in their careers. Little do they know they're just becoming slaves to capitalism…