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butterfly3

butterfly3

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mine is Memoir #02 by Maria Pseftoga


It really embodies the emptiness that I've been feeling throughout the past 2 years that I've been like this.
Now I'm just a walking shell of depression, anxiety, low self esteem, self destruction and sabotage, loneliness and failure and I've lost my sense of self, and I don't think It'll ever return at this point. This piece really reflects that for me personally.
 
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Yeeyee

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Jun 18, 2022
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I am in great pain please help me by Crywank.
 
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ornitier199

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Mar 26, 2022
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Forlorn Melancholy from Final Kismet. Unreleased, of course (duh) Geez there's so much I'd like to talk about me can't because of reasons—my reasons, obviously.
Can't share it because of obvious reasons.
 
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outrider567

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It's Too Late(1971) by Carole King
 
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novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
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Bob Dylan's "Going Going Gone".
 
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nolifer

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Dec 25, 2020
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Metallica has lots of great songs such as
Fade to black (about having lost the will to live)
Hardwired (about how we're all hardwired to die eventually)
no leaf clover (about how tough it is to make it in life)
one (it's actually about war but I like to focus on the part of him wanting to die, especially the lyrics that goes like
"Back in the womb, it's much to real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I lived

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a war time novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this shit off from me"

When he sings about tubes and machine it's actually the hospital equipment, but I think of tube as the "tube" that connects the child and mother while still pregnant, and i guess machine as the whole thing, mom, the whole breeding process.

It's basically anti-natalism!

And how can we forget about Chop Suey by System of a down, that song is all about suicide, that's what the song was originally called before it was renamed to chop suey. Master piece.

I have so many more songs actually but this will have to be enough.
 
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Silly Tulip is a color.
Jun 16, 2022
91
Chemical Brothers "It Doesn't Really Matter"
 
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unredeemable

unredeemable

To be, or not to be - that is the question.
Jun 7, 2022
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"Silence" by PJ Harvey.
 
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Jun 10, 2022
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She's Not There - The Zombies
Smoke Gets In Your Eyes - The Platters
 
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September5th

September5th

You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
May 17, 2022
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When I was your man 👍
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. I have mentioned it many times before on here but it is my favourite piece of music. I find it to be quite calming as well.
 
ForbiddenSiren

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99
Austere - This Dreadful Emptiness
skip to 4:15, that sums up my emotions.
 
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Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
5,573

Capital STEEZ - Free The Robots (Official Video)

 
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Ligottian

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Dec 19, 2021
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Twenty Four Hours - Joy Division

I could name others.
 
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sadandhopeless1

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Xxoplex - A. G. Cook
Idk why but I listen to it when I'm feeling self-loathing and it kind of overwhelms my thoughts
 
aeri

aeri

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Jan 29, 2020
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currently it's that

it's a cover of the final boss theme of Omori. it's just so good, i can feel the despair the composer wanted to express. i love it sm. i feel like im drowning and that there's no way out when i listen to it. but at the end i feel at peace. as if i was dying and ok with it.

the game where it's from i love it sm already. definitely one of my comfort game. and then this guy on youtube god such a good musician i love what he's doing
 
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Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652


"To tell the truth, I'm at a loss of friends
Well time waits for no man and death waits with cold hands
I'm the youngest old man that you know
If ya soul intact, let me know"
 
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