Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
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I feel like the only method that might work for me is jumping.
I can't drown or hang or take SN.
I only have access to the open terrace of my 4 storey building (which I have started going to once every few days)
And there are buildings very close on both sides. I can't even consider one side because the other building is like only 20 feet away and there are large residential windows right in front of the jump off point.
The other side is more private because the other building is 30 - 40 feet away and shorter than ours. So no one looking directly into our terrace.
I know that if life has to end, it ends irrespective of how improbable the conditions seem.
But if there is time or scope for planning, this whole situation seems difficult to me because I do not have access to a taller building.
I can't drown or hang or take SN.
I only have access to the open terrace of my 4 storey building (which I have started going to once every few days)
And there are buildings very close on both sides. I can't even consider one side because the other building is like only 20 feet away and there are large residential windows right in front of the jump off point.
The other side is more private because the other building is 30 - 40 feet away and shorter than ours. So no one looking directly into our terrace.
I know that if life has to end, it ends irrespective of how improbable the conditions seem.
But if there is time or scope for planning, this whole situation seems difficult to me because I do not have access to a taller building.