Its been almost 2 years since me and my ex broke up and I still feel guilty about how I treated her.
I promised to be good BF and a person who she could reach out to, then I couldn't make up to my words, then we started arguing and eventually broke up and i didnt realise my mistake until recently. What's even worse, some days I think i should kill myself because of that and other I'm not sorry for what i did. Its horrible, because I dont know what to do now, should I talk to her and tell her i am rly sorry or Should I leave it like this? Does this really make me as horrible person as i think i am?
I promised to be good BF and a person who she could reach out to, then I couldn't make up to my words, then we started arguing and eventually broke up and i didnt realise my mistake until recently. What's even worse, some days I think i should kill myself because of that and other I'm not sorry for what i did. Its horrible, because I dont know what to do now, should I talk to her and tell her i am rly sorry or Should I leave it like this? Does this really make me as horrible person as i think i am?
