Help what should i do in my last months

[ineverlived]

If everything goes as planned, I will get SN in a hotel room in August. (if anything goes wrong, I will have to do it early, not cancel). im 22 male and from a 'developing' country. So unfortunately, the things I can do will be limited. Before I die, I would love to go to Iceland, the United States and Florence, but unfortunately that will not happen.
I decided to do simple things that I wanted to do but could not do until now. come to mind: trying drugs (I don't know how. I'm not connected) Hiring an escort (yes it's embarrassing but I'm a virgin) I want to eat food I haven't tried before, like sushi. I'm thinking of selling my laptop and phone and doing what I want for 1 or 2 months. I dont really know what to do other than this things im open to any ideas.

so what do you think about this? What will you do in your last days? please share your views

 

[Seeking_Peace]

Alcohol and psychedelics for me. Hot air balloon.

 

[No Entertainment]

-write a suicide note
-make sushi and compare it to shop brought. Kill fish and prepare ingredients by yourself.
-enjoy room service at nice hotel.
-give little bit money to charity
-clean trash from beach.
-do little volunteer work or donate blood.

 

[whatevs]

I heard Palantine is coming to a rally soon. I don't know, why don't you try to get involved with the presidential campaign? It will give you something to do. Palantine needs all the helping hands possible as he is trying to wash away all the scum in the city.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is nothing that I particularly want to do, apart from making sure that the method is successful. I am tired of everything, and I think that if I was planning to die soon, everything would feel so pointless. I do not enjoy living at all, I see life as being so horrifying. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[Lost Magic]

Personally, I don't have the energy to do much anymore. I wanted to do a few things before I kicked it, but then I realised ,there is nothing out there for me.

 

[newave3]

I heard Palantine is coming to a rally soon. I don't know, why don't you try to get involved with the presidential campaign? It will give you something to do. Palantine needs all the helping hands possible as he is trying to wash away all the scum in the city.