Discussion What must you experience before you die?

[tomz323]

Anyone got a good bucket list?

 

[any%]

No. If I had, why would I want to die if I have something to live for?

 

[Ruffian]

California and the Utah desert. One of my daydreams is a final trip to San Francisco, get high AF, and be one of the last Golden Gate jumpers before they put up the goddamn suicide prevention net. I would never actually go through with the jump, but I like the fantasy. Would also like to visit Savannah, Georgia.

 

[Ashpac]

Going to rythmia in costa rica. The clinic looks and sounds so much fun.
Going to the phillipines to see a girl I like.
Other than that, nothing, my bucketlist is very short.

 

[omoidarui]

sex?

 

[tomz323]

sex?

Well, I already know I'm going to end up ctb a virgin.

 

[not_a_robot]

Well, I already know I'm going to end up ctb a virgin.

Aww. I feel so bad for you guys. Not because you're missing out on sex, but because you're missing out on the chance to find out for yourselves that it's not nearly as great as society pretends it is. It's just an animal instinct and some nerve endings, and most of the people having it are still just as unhappy as you are.
I've had such a ridiculously high number of sex partners that you wouldn't even believe me if I told you, and most of it was pretty pleasant, as sex goes, but I still find masturbation infinitely more comforting than screwing with a partner.
I know it's harder for men to go without it though, especially because of the way society tries to convince you that your self-worth and manhood should be based on your number of partners. It's so destructive.

 

[Xaphous]

Having a relationship and losing the v would be nice, but my life is pathetic and I'm very depressed so I might end up hurting myself more by even trying. I would love to travel more too but yeah I can't even find any job so no money for that. Basically everything I would like to do seems out of reach.

 

[ExitTheDay]

1. Skydive
2. Free dive with a Great White Shark
3. Put in my best effort to save a species of animal
4. Travel to Japan
5. Date the girl I've been talking to for a long time online (shes from the Philippines)

 

[LMFAO FOCKERS]

I still find masturbation infinitely more comforting than screwing with a partner.

Not to derail the post but sounds like you need some great oral. The oral I've received in my life is 1000x more better than anything I could ever do with myself. The idea that I can't have that from one person consistently for the rest of my life due to not having the ability to attract and sustain the right relationship for any length of time is worth CTBing (in my head). I havent felt love (neither eros, philos, or agape) love in more than a decade.

My brain is so dopamine deficient that nothing brings me joy. Eating was my last joy and now that's not helpful either. I dont have a bucket list anymore because they have no meaning to me. Before things got this bad I was that dancing, socializing, traveling, conference going, etc. ADHDer that was into everything. Now every experience is useless and I just stay inside my apartment walls.

 

[not_a_robot]

lol

Not to derail the post but sounds like you need some great oral. The oral I've received in my life is 1000x more better than anything I could ever do with myself. The idea that I can't have that from one person consistently for the rest of my life due to not having the ability to attract and sustain the right relationship for any length of time is worth CTBing (in my head). I havent felt love (neither eros, philos, or agape) love in more than a decade.

My brain is so dopamine deficient that nothing brings me joy. Eating was my last joy and now that's not helpful either. I dont have a bucket list anymore because they have no meaning to me. Before things got this bad I was that dancing, socializing, traveling, conference going, etc. ADHDer that was into everything. Now every experience is useless and I just stay inside my apartment walls.

lol I HATE the feel of someone's mouth on me unless I'm madly in love with them and even then it feels kind of mechanical.
I am all about that dick, baby.

 

[Walilamdzi]

Really nothing.

 

[oka]

Open the door and meet the dealer with my N.

 

[Chalken]

Nothing. All joy is fleeting and only lasts a short while, then I go back to feeling depressed.

 

[omoidarui]

Amsterdam

 

[Final Escape]

At this point I've experienced all that I want, that is within reach. I'm ready to go.

 

[martha]

Anyone got a good bucket list?

a lovely meal with the person I love at the moment.....a beautiful sunset.....a last dance....and then the angels can take me...

 

[not_a_robot]

I just need to smoke about 6 more metric Fuck-Tons of excellent marijuana, then I'll be ready to go...

...might take me awhile...

 

[Alec]

Having a relationship and losing the v would be nice, but my life is pathetic and I'm very depressed so I might end up hurting myself more by even trying. I would love to travel more too but yeah I can't even find any job so no money for that. Basically everything I would like to do seems out of reach.

Same, everything I want to try and do seems impossible and unreachable.

 

[Alan James]

Well, I already know I'm going to end up ctb a virgin.

Maybe this is not bad? I understand that many people are suffering, but this is the result of the work of the biological programs of our bodies that we didn't choose - this is tyranny of biology. You should not consider yourself inferior, some kind of loser and deserving death just because you are a virgin: on the contrary, I think it is worthy of respect.

 

[tomz323]

Maybe this is not bad? I understand that many people are suffering, but this is the result of the work of the biological programs of our bodies that we didn't choose - this is tyranny of biology. You should not consider yourself inferior, some kind of loser and deserving death just because you are a virgin: on the contrary, I think it is worthy of respect.

Thanks man, that's the nicest thing I've heard all year.

 

[lynn14]

Take care of my elderly parent in old age.(a must)

Take care of my children until I can rest assured that they are grown and independant.(also a must)

Partake in revolutionary happenings, and overthrow the corrupt government and institutions in my country that are completely genocidal and have contributed to my depression. If I die in that process, all the better.

Experience success in my business. Which really does have me hanging in there, sadly. Even though I am basically a societal outcast ,I still feel that my life will be incomplete if all I ever accomplished was being a student who spent thousands of dollars and hours on my trade without ever even starting my business. That's a depressing thought in itself.

Go for a vacation in Tahiti (French Polynesia). This one is entirely optional and will most likely never happen, but it's nice to imagine such a nice thing happening.

 

[Righttodie]

Having a relationship and losing the v would be nice, but my life is pathetic and I'm very depressed so I might end up hurting myself more by even trying. I would love to travel more too but yeah I can't even find any job so no money for that. Basically everything I would like to do seems out of reach.

You can travel cheaply. Seen and talked to some people who have done it. Won't be the luxurious way perhaps, but you could still fulfill your dream.

 

[INeedOutNow]

I'd love to pack my bicycle up with the basics and go cycling around Europe. I live in Wales in the UK so it's not as hard as some of you guys in the USA. Just go for a few weeks with a grand. Stay in hostels. Head north mid summer and head south in the autumn. See everything that there is to see in middle and western Europe. The most varied and most beautiful places known to the civilised world!

 

[Black_Knight]

Ibogaine and salvia. I need to have my mind blown, I need to frame everything in some kind of alternative context. I also want to experience a real intimate relationship, or a sense of belonging, but that's less of a bucket list thing.

 

[Mbound]

I've experienced all that I think is rational to expect for me to be able to experience. I just want to sleep. That's all I care about anymore.

 

[Quantumsupply]

Well, I already know I'm going to end up ctb a virgin.

Wait it out, might change your outlook. Even a hooker....

 

[Echofox7]

Travel to couple of countries, maybe with a girl, but getting a girlfriend is literally impossible these days, so mostly likely i would have to travel alone

 

[Pilum Muralis]

I would love to visit Japan.
I want to see Tool again (probably last time)
..actually, just be able to go to a concert. God I miss that!
I want to see the Northern Lights.
I want to experience an earthquake again. I grew up in SoCal, and to me they were exhilarating.
I want to camp for a week in some primordial forest. Not some tourist trap.
I would like to visit our family cemetery. Yep, my dads side of the family has their own cemetery.
I'd like to crochet a blanket. I can barely make a granny square..mine look more like a granny ovals.

I have a lot of things I'd like to do. I should of married for money.

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

Just love. Would have been nice.