aeri
𑁍ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵛᵉᵈ ᵖʳⁱⁿᶜᵉˢˢ
- Jan 29, 2020
- 134
i tried to open up and vent to friends. then opened up to my doctor. saw many psychiatrists and psychologists. i was on medication. i had therapy. i went regularly to the hospital. went to the emergency once. what more am i supposed to do? how am i supposed to live? how can i not ctb? why should i not ctb? why wont anyone support and love me during my last days? why do i have to be in pain and alone even in my last moments?