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InboxRain292

InboxRain292

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May 5, 2024
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For me, it's just the daily small things, like eating good nostalgic food, the possibility of learning to make a new pastry, the potential of finding a new favorite song, etc... but im afraid that one day I'll get tired of these and have nothing to look forward to ☹️ I don't trust myself in looking forward to long-term things like academics and relationships anymore either. What do u guys look forward to?
 
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glowing.purple.aura

glowing.purple.aura

Member
Sep 15, 2025
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NOTHING unfortunately
 
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InevitableDeath

InevitableDeath

Already Dead
Jan 4, 2026
296
You gotta find what you enjoy yourself - music, good books and films, excellent sport, cookery, food, views. They hardly ever disappoint if you're not in the deepest depression. Booze and drugs, animals, nature. YOu know you.

But people? Not people. People will steal your fucking soul. Even on here there are some who are just black holes who suck in every little bit of life we have left.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,727
No, I'd never look forward to more time spent trapped in this torturous, dreadful and futile existence that just causes harm and suffering as I don't want to suffer, I don't want the torture of being conscious, only non-existence is positive for me and I always suffer so unbearably from how I'm denied the option to peacefully prevent all future suffering and torture in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, no all I want is peace instead of the abomination of existence and every second I find it so torturous to suffer in this existence.

Existence to me is the most terrible mistake that I'd prefer to erase no matter what, there's just so much evil in this existence, all I look forward to is ceasing to exist where all is gone and forgotten about. I always find it so painful to suffer, to exist truly does mean to suffer and what I find so horrific is how humans impose this terrible, dreadful torturous existence onto others causing all this suffering there was never a need for in the first place, I'd never wish for any of this, to suffer in this horrific reality where existing beings are tortured in agony every second is the most terrible, undeserved punishment.
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,075
Hmm.....my sisters and fathe or maybe holding on to that little semblance of hopem Other than than nothing else
 
BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
265
To sleep at night, lol.
That's the only thing that makes me move forward during the day. To sleep.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,334
Getting things done. I am a very task-oriented person and nothing makes me happier than being able to cross something off of a list. It can be something as simple as getting a chore done or something as big as learning a new skill or completing a major project.
 

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