Othermind

Othermind

Specialist
Dec 26, 2018
301
Hey everyone, I don't intend to ctb in the near future (I think I'll last another year/year and a half, I'm not setting a date) but I would still like to have a clearer idea of my options given my situation so I can have a reliable method saved for a rainy day.
My finances aren't stellar, I'm still in university but I live alone away from home so I don't have to worry about getting interrupted.
N is not an option, too expensive, plus I don't want to fuck around with customs.
Guns are also out of the question as I live in Europe, I could do hanging but I don't have the right setup to go full suspension and I've already fucked up partial once so I would like to leave it as an absolute last resort.
There are no tall enough buildings or bridges to jump from that I know of, I could go scout for a cliff in the mountains but as far as I know there aren't a lot of sheer drops unless you literally go rock climbing. I'm not 100% sure it's a complete dead end but I wouldn't put too much faith in it.
SN looks pretty good, and I would like to secure some before somebody realizes people are using it to ctb and they decide to restrict it, but I was just wondering for how long you can safely store it and what precautions you need to take. Also, I don't have a doctor I can bullshit into prescribing me anti emetics, is there somewhere I can get them on the internet semi reliably?
I don't know, this is the situation as of today, I'm open to suggestion.
Thanks a million in advance.
 
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Asdr5633

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Jan 1, 2019
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Unlikely that SN will be significantly controlled in the near future because it is used for legitimate purposes very often.

You can get metoclopramide pretty easily. You can get Primperan (one brand of meto) from a Greek seller on eBay and it only took a week for it to get to me. You can also use treated.com to get it with next day delivery as long as you answer a questionnaire (easier way of bullshitting a doctor to prescribe it to you).

The other thing you need is anti-acid pills and you can get them OTC (Zantac/Tagamet can be bought on Amazon and delivered pretty fast).
 
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21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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It sounds like you don't have many options. I think you should look into jumping for sure, even if you have to travel an hour to the cliff itself. You could also look into carbon-monoxide poisoning since you live alone.
 
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Othermind

Othermind

Specialist
Dec 26, 2018
301
Unlikely that SN will be significantly controlled in the near future because it is used for legitimate purposes very often.

You can get metoclopramide pretty easily. You can get Primperan (one brand of meto) from a Greek seller on eBay and it only took a week for it to get to me. You can also use treated.com to get it with next day delivery as long as you answer a questionnaire (easier way of bullshitting a doctor to prescribe it to you).

The other thing you need is anti-acid pills and you can get them OTC (Zantac/Tagamet can be bought on Amazon and delivered pretty fast).
Ok, sounds like a plan. I take it I can find the name of the greek seller in the megathread?
It sounds like you don't have many options. I think you should look into jumping for sure, even if you have to travel an hour to the cliff itself. You could also look into carbon-monoxide poisoning since you live alone.
I am looking into jumping, thing is, I don't have a car here, so I'd have to hike it all the way to the cliff and there's tourists all year round in these mountains, especially when the ski slopes are open. I'll definitely keep an eye out for good spots but SN seems way less troublesome.
As for the carbon monoxide, I live in a bachelor apartment with only one window and literally a 1 square meter balcony, I couldn't possibly start a fire and not alert the whole neighborhood.
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
974
Since you seem comfortable consuming substances have you considered heroin?
 
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Othermind

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Dec 26, 2018
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Since you seem comfortable consuming substances have you considered heroin?
No idea where to get it or properly inject it.
I mean, I could ask some junkie at the train station but chances are I'd just end up robbed and/or stabbed in an alleyway. Plus the purity of street stuff is usually really low so it's not really an option.
 
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Northerngirl1965

Student
Jan 23, 2019
126
Unlikely that SN will be significantly controlled in the near future because it is used for legitimate purposes very often.

You can get metoclopramide pretty easily. You can get Primperan (one brand of meto) from a Greek seller on eBay and it only took a week for it to get to me. You can also use treated.com to get it with next day delivery as long as you answer a questionnaire (easier way of bullshitting a doctor to prescribe it to you).

The other thing you need is anti-acid pills and you can get them OTC (Zantac/Tagamet can be bought on Amazon and delivered pretty fast).
I have a question, not sure if you have an answer, but I was reading about needing to take primperan and meto at different times. I am trying to figure out timing of everything so am concerned because it mentioned one causing the other to be less effective if taken at the same time. Everything is arriving between the 31st and the 4th.
 
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Northerngirl1965

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Jan 23, 2019
126
Since you seem comfortable consuming substances have you considered heroin?
If I could get heroin that would be great but I have not left the house in 2 weeks
 
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