Defenestration
I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
- Oct 25, 2020
- 1,707
pthnrdnojvsc
Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
- Aug 12, 2019
- 4,099
for me to die is what i wish .
i don't wish for anything in evil life or this evil world
everything else is to either get me closer to my goal suicide.
or garbage things i have to do like sleep , eat , bathroom , shower , work , chores to do lists . i don't want to do them i only have to do them to avoid even worse suffering because i'm still alive . if i could kill myself today then i wouldn't ever have to do anything , worry about anything nor fear any threats of unbearable pain etc.
to avoid unbearable pain , but the reason i'm risking unbearable pain is because i continue to live . nothing can matter after i die because i won't exist ever again as before i was born.
my goals now are to suicide then work on getting suicide ready. then avoid pain like having to sleep well etc eat groceries work a job to get groceries and so on. so me avoiding unbearable pain is a goal and matters but only because i haven't acheived my only rational goal killing myself
i don't wish for anything in evil life or this evil world
everything else is to either get me closer to my goal suicide.
or garbage things i have to do like sleep , eat , bathroom , shower , work , chores to do lists . i don't want to do them i only have to do them to avoid even worse suffering because i'm still alive . if i could kill myself today then i wouldn't ever have to do anything , worry about anything nor fear any threats of unbearable pain etc.
to avoid unbearable pain , but the reason i'm risking unbearable pain is because i continue to live . nothing can matter after i die because i won't exist ever again as before i was born.
my goals now are to suicide then work on getting suicide ready. then avoid pain like having to sleep well etc eat groceries work a job to get groceries and so on. so me avoiding unbearable pain is a goal and matters but only because i haven't acheived my only rational goal killing myself
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Ideally, I'd like out this year. Life's already dragged on too long. If not, I just hope I can get through another year as pain and suffering free as possible.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 46,338
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to permanently cease existing and finally be free from this evil, horrific world that just causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering, to exist is a terrible punishment and as long as exist I'll just hope for beautiful non-existence where all is gone and forgotten.
It truly is so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes so much futile, unnecessary suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it, the peace of non-existence would solve everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
I wish I could erase this existence, for me non-existence is all that's positive, existence is so evil to me, I see existence as the problem and I find it horrifying how a human can suffer for so long just to face the extreme agony of old age, it truly is an abomination to exist.
It truly is so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes so much futile, unnecessary suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it, the peace of non-existence would solve everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
I wish I could erase this existence, for me non-existence is all that's positive, existence is so evil to me, I see existence as the problem and I find it horrifying how a human can suffer for so long just to face the extreme agony of old age, it truly is an abomination to exist.
thefarter
i don’t smoke
- Dec 10, 2025
- 32
wishiwasalittlecool
title here
- Nov 10, 2025
- 11
Everything is just an illusion. Death is the truth. Nothing can keep me ignorant and deluded enough to be "happy"
cheaptrick
Member
- Jul 17, 2024
- 34
lawlietsph
can we be done here
- May 6, 2023
- 329
to not feel this mental suffering anymore. one way or another, but make it stop
madameviolette
Another Big Pharma victim
- Oct 9, 2025
- 315
